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Dec. 7th, 2001 12:11 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
elvendollblah.
today just hasn't been a good day.
i forgot to set my alarmclock last night, and overslept this morning.
right before i woke up, i was having a strange dream - i no longer remember how it got to this point, but at the time, scenery was a la bladerunner, only with blue & purple shading, there was background music, a la o brother where art thou, only jazz. and a series of russian x-presidents were giving me pointers on surviving their regimes. i was on the third (in reverse chronological order) and was basically told that while what goes on in the rest of the world must seem so wrong, the way to survive was to keep in mind that the little bit of world each person creates for themselves is the only sanity and safety we have, and that its good to appreciate that. (or something - i'd love to remember what it was exactly). but, the voice said to look around, and realize that my sanity should be in my world - at which point i opened my eyes, looked around my messy room and thought oh this sucks. then my eyes focussed in on the alarm clock, and i realized i was in trouble.
i wish i could remember the whole of the dream, what the previous two guys said, what i was doing before...
work sucked. i felt shitty, it felt overwhelming, and just damn lousy. and i still haven't finished the pain in the butt hosting project i mentioned yesterday. *roar*
after work, i had to jet right away to catch mulholland drive with jedi. i think i'm still recovering. partially from trying to figure the movie out, and partially from wondering how certain moments of the movie really really held me - i am rather impressed, and glad i managed to catch this one in the theaters.
i got home around 10, and have vegged since. i'm tired. i am happy that tomorrow will be friday, but dreading how it will actually start out.
today just hasn't been a good day.
i forgot to set my alarmclock last night, and overslept this morning.
right before i woke up, i was having a strange dream - i no longer remember how it got to this point, but at the time, scenery was a la bladerunner, only with blue & purple shading, there was background music, a la o brother where art thou, only jazz. and a series of russian x-presidents were giving me pointers on surviving their regimes. i was on the third (in reverse chronological order) and was basically told that while what goes on in the rest of the world must seem so wrong, the way to survive was to keep in mind that the little bit of world each person creates for themselves is the only sanity and safety we have, and that its good to appreciate that. (or something - i'd love to remember what it was exactly). but, the voice said to look around, and realize that my sanity should be in my world - at which point i opened my eyes, looked around my messy room and thought oh this sucks. then my eyes focussed in on the alarm clock, and i realized i was in trouble.
i wish i could remember the whole of the dream, what the previous two guys said, what i was doing before...
work sucked. i felt shitty, it felt overwhelming, and just damn lousy. and i still haven't finished the pain in the butt hosting project i mentioned yesterday. *roar*
after work, i had to jet right away to catch mulholland drive with jedi. i think i'm still recovering. partially from trying to figure the movie out, and partially from wondering how certain moments of the movie really really held me - i am rather impressed, and glad i managed to catch this one in the theaters.
i got home around 10, and have vegged since. i'm tired. i am happy that tomorrow will be friday, but dreading how it will actually start out.
