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Blah!
argh!
there was actually stuff i wanted to say int hat last entry, but didn't...
i'm just really out of it... its been a tiring day, moreso emotionally then physically...
getting the car inspected ended up being a lot more then i am used to... on the recommendation of my stepdad i went to a private inspection station, the one that he goes to, and the guy there ended up making me feel really uncomfortable... he just had this icky vibe, and was acting really cold, unfriendly with this 'you're in my way by existing attitude', and the whole thing took a lot longer then i expected, and by the time i got back to my mom's house it was like 15 to 2, and 2 was my latest-time-to-depart based on my own little internal schedule...
and to top it off, my momhadn't gotten back from getting debbie sandals when i got in, which made me rather unhappy... add in me fliiping out cuz bill said something that struck me the wrong way and there was my afternoon.
my mom ended up getting in around 3, and i was off by 3:30ish...
considering that it took 15 minutes to get gas, and i made 1 stop ont he drive, i made more then amazing time down... mostly to the fact that i was driving just waaay too fast for 98% of the drive... i had a pretty bad scare when there was a cruiser behind me as i was going 85, but luckily he didn't pull me over..
and you'd think that something like that would cause me to slow down for the rest of the drive... but no... and after a bit i found a car going even faster then me & followed it behind enough so as it would catch any speed traps (which there weren't)... but its just like i start driving fast... and over the length of the trip, the speed just goes up, and nothing short of putting myself on cruise control slows me down.. cuz even when i try to drive slow the needle just starts climbing after a while!
i guess its a good thing i only make that drive no more thenonce a month, huh?
and now i am back.. and just chilling at the house...
bill sethis computer up in our room while mine is still in the living room.. and it just makes me feel more distant from him...
its so hard not to expect things to just snap back into happy mode after the funk we've hit : (
sometimes i just wish i could time travel back to 3 months ago and stay there... *grumble*
but life doesn't work that way, does it?
well, bill just im'd me that he's going to bed... so i'm gonna go join him : )
~yulia
there was actually stuff i wanted to say int hat last entry, but didn't...
i'm just really out of it... its been a tiring day, moreso emotionally then physically...
getting the car inspected ended up being a lot more then i am used to... on the recommendation of my stepdad i went to a private inspection station, the one that he goes to, and the guy there ended up making me feel really uncomfortable... he just had this icky vibe, and was acting really cold, unfriendly with this 'you're in my way by existing attitude', and the whole thing took a lot longer then i expected, and by the time i got back to my mom's house it was like 15 to 2, and 2 was my latest-time-to-depart based on my own little internal schedule...
and to top it off, my momhadn't gotten back from getting debbie sandals when i got in, which made me rather unhappy... add in me fliiping out cuz bill said something that struck me the wrong way and there was my afternoon.
my mom ended up getting in around 3, and i was off by 3:30ish...
considering that it took 15 minutes to get gas, and i made 1 stop ont he drive, i made more then amazing time down... mostly to the fact that i was driving just waaay too fast for 98% of the drive... i had a pretty bad scare when there was a cruiser behind me as i was going 85, but luckily he didn't pull me over..
and you'd think that something like that would cause me to slow down for the rest of the drive... but no... and after a bit i found a car going even faster then me & followed it behind enough so as it would catch any speed traps (which there weren't)... but its just like i start driving fast... and over the length of the trip, the speed just goes up, and nothing short of putting myself on cruise control slows me down.. cuz even when i try to drive slow the needle just starts climbing after a while!
i guess its a good thing i only make that drive no more thenonce a month, huh?
and now i am back.. and just chilling at the house...
bill sethis computer up in our room while mine is still in the living room.. and it just makes me feel more distant from him...
its so hard not to expect things to just snap back into happy mode after the funk we've hit : (
sometimes i just wish i could time travel back to 3 months ago and stay there... *grumble*
but life doesn't work that way, does it?
well, bill just im'd me that he's going to bed... so i'm gonna go join him : )
~yulia