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elvendoll ([personal profile] elvendoll) wrote2000-10-06 06:40 pm

expecting the worst

ugh...
anytime something goes a little of skew, i get this worst case scenario in my head...
and it keeps going over, and over, and sometimes even gets worse each time.
and usually, when it comes to bill, within a few moments, he does something, or something happens, to prove me wrong.
the last time was when him & moose were supposed to pick up fish & other sushi stuff, and they were taking so long i thought they'd given up on finding fish and just went to have it out without me.
and then a half hour later they showed up with fish.
only today i think its the other way around...
he told me yesterday that he was going to go to nashua tonight... didn't give any definite times aside from saying he'd like to be back 'early' and thats it...
and today on AIM he didn't mention anything, didn't even say anything before logging off...
and i was just expecting that he'd come home before going off... or at least tell me if he was going straight from work...
but its late enough that it looks like he just took off without saying anything.

and its no huge deal... no crisis or anything...
its just that my little voice is right...

and hey!
look who just walked in the door!
*lol* i guess i was speaking too soon...
but at least that voice is banished for a while again : )
*sigh of relief*