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another morning...
bill's in salem again, but this time he's gettingout earlier...
and taking a different route to salem last night, i drove within a mile of my grandma's cousin's house... which made me feel really guilty, as when I first moved to the area, we were really close - like talking on the ohone a couple of times a week and such, and as i developed more of a life around here, my contact with her waned. And recently she's had a loss in her family that really affected her, and i have felt extra guilty for not being there for her since then, as she's really a wonderful, accepting and loving person, and her own son has been a sort of a disapointment to her ideals. so i'm going to give my mom a call soon, and ask for her new number, so i can let her know that i'm in the area, and if the timing is right for her, stop by for a bit...
and wow - i just remembered part of a dream of mine!
in it, my family moved to canada, and i was pretty much coerced into going with them. only canada was more Russia then Canada... and with a really bizarre rules/ moral system...
In it, I had an apartment of my own, and everything, but one day i look in some magazine and see pictures of myself... that get really explicit.. that were obviously taken in my apartment, but without me knowing... so i flip out, and say i'm going to move back to boston.. only somehow things get really weird and i have to escape from some weird complex, and in running and hiding i am taken to this 'secret bar' where within a dream i'd also been while in canada in 97... and somehow find out that the person after me is actually the stepdad of my 'best friend' (actually someone who i considered a really good friend in childhood, but who fucked me over during my visit to Russia when i was 16), and somehow i end up in this antarctica-type setting, needing to outsmart this guy and 6 sons.
I end up killing most of them, and by doing that break him, and then the next part of the dream is being in a demostration of an experiment to fix diamonds, and panicking because my own rings were getting lost.
definite oddness...
oh well, i don't know if any of that made sense, and its breakfast time : )
bill's in salem again, but this time he's gettingout earlier...
and taking a different route to salem last night, i drove within a mile of my grandma's cousin's house... which made me feel really guilty, as when I first moved to the area, we were really close - like talking on the ohone a couple of times a week and such, and as i developed more of a life around here, my contact with her waned. And recently she's had a loss in her family that really affected her, and i have felt extra guilty for not being there for her since then, as she's really a wonderful, accepting and loving person, and her own son has been a sort of a disapointment to her ideals. so i'm going to give my mom a call soon, and ask for her new number, so i can let her know that i'm in the area, and if the timing is right for her, stop by for a bit...
and wow - i just remembered part of a dream of mine!
in it, my family moved to canada, and i was pretty much coerced into going with them. only canada was more Russia then Canada... and with a really bizarre rules/ moral system...
In it, I had an apartment of my own, and everything, but one day i look in some magazine and see pictures of myself... that get really explicit.. that were obviously taken in my apartment, but without me knowing... so i flip out, and say i'm going to move back to boston.. only somehow things get really weird and i have to escape from some weird complex, and in running and hiding i am taken to this 'secret bar' where within a dream i'd also been while in canada in 97... and somehow find out that the person after me is actually the stepdad of my 'best friend' (actually someone who i considered a really good friend in childhood, but who fucked me over during my visit to Russia when i was 16), and somehow i end up in this antarctica-type setting, needing to outsmart this guy and 6 sons.
I end up killing most of them, and by doing that break him, and then the next part of the dream is being in a demostration of an experiment to fix diamonds, and panicking because my own rings were getting lost.
definite oddness...
oh well, i don't know if any of that made sense, and its breakfast time : )
