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its late and i am sleepy.
all the way in the car ride home, so many thoughts were going through my head, so many things i wanted to write.
some memories from last night, some recount of today, some thoughts of the past, future, etc.
but i think i am way too tired.
i don't think i expected to have been out this late at all... but there were intersting things on the discovery channel when we were at ken's house... and we just kept watching...
i hope i will be able to get it all down tomorrow...
in any case, the big news for the day is that i am not going to NJ tomorrow.
unforseen circumstances and the trip has to be rescheduled.
the anger about the fact has nearly subsided, i just hope it won't wake with me in the morning.
and speaking of mornings, i am so sick and tired of not sleeping well.
i usually take a while to fall asleep, wake up 3-5 times during the night, and then have problems falling asleep after each one of those, and wake upt otally unrefreshed.
it getting tot he point when i dread going to bed because the prospect of not waking up all the time is just a big bag of frustration.
*sigh*
i've gotten to envy how bill hits the pillow and zonks out and then manages to sleep through all my wakeful bouts.