just time passing...

*sigh*
i'm fighting off anxiety right now.
i was trying to be less of a control freak about the roomate thing, both try to make sure things go as the boys want, and letting them handle the communication.
and it may not be the case exaclt,y butit sure does feel likeit backfired on me.
and i hate it when things go out of control.
i'm trying to patch things up, but unfortunatetly things like this can;t be resolved as quickly as i'd like them to be.

*sigh*
and i just borrowed money from my family to cover the problem as far as scuba is concerned.

andi have no clue what i want to do tonight.

and i was going to write more, about stuff thats gone on since i weote last, but i'm way in too bad a mood for that right now : (