i need my mommy

i've been sick to my stomach on and off for over 2 days now.
it'd been coming and going... and whenever i went, it hought maybe a little of it was in my head, that its not that baad after all.
well, now i know different.
i went out to manray last night, and to keep myself awake, i was drinking water.
i started feeling sick & went home to get to bed, as i don't feel sick while i am sleeping. or so i thought.
good thing i've also been keeping a plastic bag by the bed just in case.
at 3am, i started throwing up.
it didn't last long - i was not in the mood to spend the night in front of the toilet, and didn't give myself any water, just forced myself back to sleep.
now i am up. and starting to drink water.
i am nauseaous, and will prolly start throwing up again soon. and i am so dreading it.

today is definately a day i wish my mommy was here to take care of me.

the light at the end of the tunnel?

i've got hiccups galore, but i think maybe the nausea is out of my system.

it took like 5 cups of water, and unmnetionable amount of barfing and dry heaving, 2 cups of tea with 2 pieces of toast, half a russian pill, and a cup of pedialite mixed with ginger ale.
and thats just today.
i've felt sick to my stomach ever since sunday night.
i am pretty convinced that that pasta sauce must've ben meat based, because thats what i was throwing up, and anything else i shouldn't have had any problems digesting.
bleagh.
now i am all kinds of tried.
i have so many errands that need to be run, and i doubt i will do any of them. just go to bed and chill for a while.

and i am so gratefult o bill for taking care of me through this. i feel shitty for having asked him to stay home today, but i was very sick and didn't feel comfortable being home alone considering the type of sick it was. if its just a cold or flu, i can take care of myself... but throwing up is dangerous to begin with, and really drains me of any energy, and i was considering going to the emergency room, too.

blah.
i just want to feel all better again.
and to have the energy to do all the things i need to do.. especially the cleaning the room part!