decisions decisions

i really hate the fact that this past weekend blew by me like it did...
and for a while, i'd been telling my mom that i'd come visit this weekend. which i really should, considering it has been over a month since i've been down there.
but...
i would really love to have this weekend be here. people are actually excited about going out Friday night... and the thought of sleeping in, at home, on Saturday, sounds so blissful... and Sunday is the ng skating thing that i wanted to go to...
and doing the drive to NJ seems like so much right now. i know its not that bad once i get behind the wheel and doing, but i'm kinda scared because the last time i didn't want to go like this (over 3 years ago) i fell asleep going 90mph & spun my car a couple of times upon waking - definately not the type of experience i want to repeat.

i guess i'll just have to call my mom, and gauge how upset she'd be if i pospone my visit for 2 weeks... *crosses fingers*

QOTD

owen: also, may I point out that you can't leave until someone can help you jump your car

of course, this wouldn't have sent me laughing if i wasn't so tired/out of it.