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so i haven't updated much lately...
this is partially due to the fact that i haven't had a home computer this week, partially due to being busy at work, and partially due to not wanting to share.
i haven't quite figured out what is causing the latter - i am just feeling a desire to hold back... let certain walls grow. i think that i really need to figure out why this is happening before trying to fight it, too...
overall, life has been okay, though after last night, i think i need to cut back on the level & frequency of intoxication in my life - even if, in reality, i was just at a nice level of buzzed last night - i was just riding it to a greater extent then i do historically. but yeah, definately cutting back time.

and i'm done for now.
i'm going to be at the 'rents this weekend, so i may post from there...