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hrmph.
he brought nice weather back from vegas, but i think i may have forgotten it in montreal : (
the clouds this morning are doing nothing for my mood : / i'm hoping to have a chill lunch to just sit back and recenter myself - right now, i feel like i've been running like a chicken with my head cut off for so long that i can't remember what normal life is supposed to feel like, and thats making me stressy. and knowing that its mostly all in my head doesn't make things any better. *thinks* i think i should patent post-menstrual-syndrome - feeling rather out of whack and the need to grasp at whatever i can reach of "normal life" and hold it as tight as possible - extra sucky when "normal life" isn't on the horizon.

yes, i'm angsty, frustrated and prolly irritable.
wanna have lunch?

after lunch, i hope to be calm, serene, and excited about spending the rest of the week with kittypie and her boy.

and, despite all my current angstyness, i did have an amazing weekend.
the main event of the trip - cirque du soleil's verakai rocked.
i don't know if it was the fact that i was able to identify with the theme more, or if the really amazingly kickass seats we had (third row!!) made the difference, but i'd say verakai is my second favorite CdS show - right behind allegria. and yeah, being able to see the intricacies of the (wonderful) costuming, the makeup, the facial expressions, everything, was really wonderful. *swoons* *whine* i want to go back!!!
overall, just being in montreal made me happy. it was my fourth time there, and it just feels to right. i really love the fact that CdS opening their shows there gives me such a wonderful excuse to go : )
other highlights of the trip: being very very impressed by her work at the museum of contemporary art, lots of walking, cool bars/clubs and a very very yummy (and fruity!) final breakfast.
in theory, i should prolly write about it all in more detail later.