when lightning strikes...

*sigh*

when my computer fried last night, it actually lifted my spirits a bit.
now, i feel like i'm only a baby step ahead of yesterday morning. no sunglasses, though, and thats bound to be a good sign.



and now that the only weekend plans fell through and i'm computerless, i'm kinda wishing there was somewhere i could run away for the weekend.
hopefully i'll feel better soon...

moo

i feel like i haven't made any real updates in a while...
lets see if i can try & do a (shitty) week in review:
monday: woke up after a poor night's sleep, went to work, went to class, got my driver's license renewed at the galeria, came home for a little bit, went out to a (yummy and sake-full) dinner with roma, came home for another little bit, went for a walk with tobi and then went home to sleep.
tuesday: i believe thats when PMS & weirdness started to kick in. sucky day at work... vegged a bit at home, had dinner and hung out with sol3, and got homework done.
wednesday: the day started off badly, though i don't remember exactly what happened. still felt shitty, and even debated leaving class early but stayed through to the end of it. it was the next to last full class we have, as the next three are one on one conferences. came home to veg for a little bit, got ready for the evening and headed off north-bound. i should have known there would be problems when i started getting gas, only to realize my wallet is at home. so, 20+ minutes later, i was back at the gas station with my wallet. running behind my own schedule really tends to piss me off... and doing so due to my own stupidty didn't make it any better.
i actually made good time to nashua, but bugmanhai, who i was supposed to meet, wasn't there. it was good to see the people that i saw, and i ended up making plans to tag along with iarwain and nhstar to meet up with aisling. and this is where things get foggy. bill called to say he wasn't going ot be there for a bit. and did nothing to assuage my annoyance with him. so, i kept on with the plans i'd concocted instead of hanging out with him like we'd made plans. and when i found out that we'd be seeing a 10:40 showing of minority report, i kept up with the plans despite the fact that i had plans to be back in the boston area between 10:30 and 11:30 - it just didn't occur how much behind schedule that would put me. and you've heard plenty about the debacle driving home. i'm still pretty unhappy with myself over the entire thing.
thursday: broken day. barely dealt. felt a bit better by the time i was leaving the office... and saw a pretty storm on the drive home. but, shortly after i got home, a lightning bolt hit the house across the street, and by proxy fried my computer. its scary that it actually cheered me up - i could concentrate on the without instead of the within. it also killed all my desire to nap, so i just loafed around the house until he showed up, and then we ate a little and went to his house to watch Alegria, the movie. which i love. (thank you!!). *giggles* it was my first time opening a (shrink-wrapped) dvd.
today has been touch and go. really unhappy about my computer dying. really stressy over the fact that i might need to put my car in my name. kinda relieved because i was able to pay off the majority of my cc debt with the money that had cleared into my account - unless i'm forgetting something major, i'm not doing great, but i'm not drowning like i felt i was. the problem is that i still don't know if i'll be able to pull off tuition and 4 tires next month. especially if i have to start paying for insurance monthly. *grumble*
tonight will prolly be low key... i'm debating trying to go to the beach again, but haven't mde up my mind.
actually, as far as i can see, the whole weekend ought to be low-key, which is prolly good, even if itll be driving me bonkers within a week and a half (as i'm camping with family the weekend after this one. two quiet weekends in a row seems to screw with my sanity for some reason). i'm hoping to get to go off-roading with him, and spend a night in salem, at a relative's house. but i'm too much of a wuss to ask about the latter outright, so we'll see if she invites me to in time.

yeah.