this sucks and blows

the work computer i was loaned will only work with my monitor in safe mode.
so, no playing online for me tonight. no downloading of pictires i took of other pictures, or pictures from this weekend.
and if i had come home, checked my email & vegged for a while, i would prolly even have done some cleaning, because the house is nauseating right now. but with the way my mood is right now, i don't fucking know what i'll do tonight to keep myself to from going nuts and/or killing things. *roar*