haven't done this in a while...

one year ago

two years ago. its weird to not have the slightest recollection of what that fight was about. in retrospect, its weird knowing that bill & i almost broke up in july of 2000 and then broke up in july 2001. its weird to see stuff about an unreconciled fight - overall, bill & i were very good at actually having productive fights, and up until the last day of our relationship, neither one of us had ever said anything to specifically hurt the other, no matter how bad we were arguing.

amusing, that bill invited me to go up north tonight, to hang out with his new chickie while he worked.
i think he did it for shock value, but if it wasn't for the drive, i would have done it - i'm really curious to meet her... the fact that she's really cool about me calling her cell for bill is really scoring her points, and i just hope what he said about her being stable is true...

and now its bedtime...

moo, take 2.

y'know, for how crappy i'm feeling today, i've sure got a lot of pleasant surprises:
owen brought me comfort food in the morning (thank you!), i got a (nice) gift certificate from someone i've been helping here, and my grandma has informed me that my mom's bought me more clothes. i'm almost hoping this set is not see-through, because as much as its nice to get see-through clothing from my mother, i'm not comfortable wearing it unless i go clubbing, and i haven't been doing as much of that lately.

and there's more, but i'm feeling scatterbrained