days like this...

...i really hate being a girl.

yesterday was a rollercoaster, the highs weren't high, but the lows were damn low.
and i woke up feeling like total emotionally-drained crap.
the thought of asking to work from home crossed my mind, but then i realized i'd be just as much of a wreck at home as i am here...
i took a tylenol and a valerian a few minutes ago, and am really hoping they'll help. i'm crampy and can't seem to shift my focus from last night's lows.
the only good news (ha!) is that the midterm is tomorrow (because timing is everything), which means that i've somehow gotta put myself through hoops and study tonight (which seems so fucking unrealistic right now : / ) and then move on to keeping abreast of the homework from that point on. the major reason this is good news is that the midterm seems like it will be relatively easy, and i just want it over with.

*roar*

mellowness

the world has been in slow motion... i can feel it starting to fade, and that scares me, because i know there's more from/like yesterday underneath. makes me wish i'd brought more then one valerian pill with me.

i have no fucking clue how i'm going to force myself to study tonight. i want to get home, get under the blankets and hide from the world.