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Aug. 29th, 2002 11:18 amweirdness.
so it looks like the saab set itself on fire within a couple of days of when i had to reregister it because my father had let the insurance lapse without telling me.
it has now been a year since the fire, and over two years since my last conversation with my father.
its an odd feeling - to be glad that he's out of my life, and to be curious as to his whereabouts.
i also had some odd thoughts on my interactions with my mother's side of the family recently. i know they know me well enough to know that i don't take shit from them... and that i would avoid them if they gave me shit. and then they saw the way my father and i, very passively, severed ties. it made me curious if how supportive they are of me is partially driven by fear that i will cut them off... if they have serious issues with or reservations about what i'm doing they aren't telling me. like the minor stuff, i know my mom tells me. but the major stuff, i don't know...
yesterday was a mellow day.
came home, ate, vegged, looked at vacation shtuffs, read a bit and watched the professional for the first time.
also, i keep forgetting to ask him to change the lightbulbs in my room (i can't reach them even on a barstool) while its still light out. that makes three days without light, and only the glow if the new lavalamp to not break my neck trying to navigate the room. that's seriously gotta change, because i gotta pack for the weekend tonight.
and can i mention again how much i dislike this weather?
and at this rate, it looks like my ebay purchase will arrive before my grade is posted *shakes head* gotta love professors who pull scare tactics to get everyone to turn their work in on time so they can grade it their deadline, and then ask for extensions from the school so they can turn them in late anyways.
so it looks like the saab set itself on fire within a couple of days of when i had to reregister it because my father had let the insurance lapse without telling me.
it has now been a year since the fire, and over two years since my last conversation with my father.
its an odd feeling - to be glad that he's out of my life, and to be curious as to his whereabouts.
i also had some odd thoughts on my interactions with my mother's side of the family recently. i know they know me well enough to know that i don't take shit from them... and that i would avoid them if they gave me shit. and then they saw the way my father and i, very passively, severed ties. it made me curious if how supportive they are of me is partially driven by fear that i will cut them off... if they have serious issues with or reservations about what i'm doing they aren't telling me. like the minor stuff, i know my mom tells me. but the major stuff, i don't know...
yesterday was a mellow day.
came home, ate, vegged, looked at vacation shtuffs, read a bit and watched the professional for the first time.
also, i keep forgetting to ask him to change the lightbulbs in my room (i can't reach them even on a barstool) while its still light out. that makes three days without light, and only the glow if the new lavalamp to not break my neck trying to navigate the room. that's seriously gotta change, because i gotta pack for the weekend tonight.
and can i mention again how much i dislike this weather?
and at this rate, it looks like my ebay purchase will arrive before my grade is posted *shakes head* gotta love professors who pull scare tactics to get everyone to turn their work in on time so they can grade it their deadline, and then ask for extensions from the school so they can turn them in late anyways.
