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so i started off this morning doing something exceedingly dumb.
it won't cause the end of the world, but i certainly feel like an ass and angsty that i can't fix my mistake.

then, i got an email that's making me debate going out tonight. this would be just dandy if i wasn't pseudo-planning on hitting the club on Friday night. hrmph.

more on thoughts that started last night:
on the one hand, and usually in retrospect, i feel like i've been busy. like i'm doing all i can and don't have time for more. like, Monday night was spent doing roommate stuff. and it pretty much took all night. and i finished up week 3's homework, too.
last night i did the week 4 readings, ran 2 errands, did dishes, watched buffy and spent some time with him. feels like i had a full day.
but, i spent way more time then i'd like being spaced out in front of the tube. or being in front of the tube to zone out into a show and refocus from feeling crappy. and i don't know how to fix that.
there's stuff that i really need to do that i just haven't gotten done.
some of it is simple stuff - mail off insurance info to a dr's office, call fleet to ask why i haven't gotten a cc bill type of stuff.
some of it is stuff you'd think i'd jump onto doing - like digging for more costa rica info.
and other stuff is stuff i really shouldn't put off any longer - getting my car's oil changed, getting new front tires and getting scratches repainted before i get rust.
but, i'm just not getting there.
*roar*

and i wrote all this a long time ago - might as well post, right?