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after awful moods in the morning/early afternoon, my day got a lot better.

class went fine, i handed my paper in early (w/o proofreading it *ducks*) and feel a very nice sense of relief. i won't put money on that lasting long, as soon enough worrying about my grade is bound to kick in, but i'm doing good for now.

after class was dinner with roma. yay sushi. yay time with roma. yay roma getting a new job. yay roma postponing his trip to russia so now i don't have to choose between going with him & another trip possibility.

dropped into uno's to see if i can spot starchy and another person on the way back, but no luck. c'est la vie. this room smells like red wine. and either i'm starting to develop a taste for it or i prefer the smell to the taste.

i hope my mood now lasts. realizing that i was feeling off, knowing i was off and not being able to change that was rough.

now, time to put on hot water for chamomille tea : )

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three years ago today, i spelled badly, i thought my life didn't have enough art, and talked about emailing him and a cute kitten. i still think my life doesn't have enough art in it, last night, i tried to see him, and now i sorta have a kitty. and she loves me - after not doing so for two days, she slept cuddled up to me until the alarm rang.
two years ago today i was contemplating upgrading my old desktop
a year ago i wrote a private entry, worried about him and a choice he was making. it was an unsent letter to him - to get the thoughts out of my head without inflicting my damage on him. i'm glad the situation in question has been resolved, and, afaik, with minimal trauma.

i watched half of alegria. and as much as i know how much i love this movie, i'm always surprised by what it does to me when i watch it. for some reason, the recorded cirque shows just don't do it as much, but seeing them live and this movie just do.
and he seemed to like it, and i'm all about getting new converts. he also loaned me boondock saints, which he has been telling me to watch for months now. with all luck, i'll get to it soon : )

and speaking of CdS, i just checked back at the site, and it looks like the alegria show will hit san francisco within the next 6-10 months. if she is still living there then, i'm so flying out and seeing it there! (*giggle* it'd also be the farthest i've gone to see them, as going to amsterdam to catch saltimbanco didn't happen)

and yeah. traveltraveltravel. i've been here for too long. i really need to get away for a bit, or have the prospect of that to look forward to. (now?)