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Mar. 30th, 2003 03:24 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
elvendolli just got home from a very yummy brunch... that, and feeling three quarters awake is making me realize that although there's some definitively shitty things going on in my life right now, there's also a lot of really good stuff there and coming up. i've never been in debt before, and that's just something i'm going to have to deal with and grin and bear - having it all moved onto one credit card is definitely going to help things. i'm also going to try and see if i can limit myself to $400 a month on personal spending - things like gas, food, eating out and going out. it'll be a little rough, but i might be able to pull it off.
the whole car thing has been a headache and a half, but having my car back feels wonderful - i really like this car, and feel incredible gratitude to my family for all the different ways in which they've helped me having it possible.
and even though politically, their points of view make me nauseous, they're really good and caring people and i'm insanely glad that we can be close. i've actually been at a point with them where i would really like it if they lived one hour away instead of four.
and even though there were definite downsides to the weekend, like the anxiety attack(s) that kept me from acting like a social human being should last night, i have some very good memories, too.
and yeah, i am procrastinating writing that goddamned paper.
moreover, i still don't have a definitive topic. i'd really love to be put out of my misery when it comes to that aspect of existence. the paper deadline has been bothering me so much its completely overshadowed the fact that i leave for amsterdam 5 days after its due. i think i can really use a vacation.
(and i've walked away for an hour or so and don't feel like continuing the entry)
the whole car thing has been a headache and a half, but having my car back feels wonderful - i really like this car, and feel incredible gratitude to my family for all the different ways in which they've helped me having it possible.
and even though politically, their points of view make me nauseous, they're really good and caring people and i'm insanely glad that we can be close. i've actually been at a point with them where i would really like it if they lived one hour away instead of four.
and even though there were definite downsides to the weekend, like the anxiety attack(s) that kept me from acting like a social human being should last night, i have some very good memories, too.
and yeah, i am procrastinating writing that goddamned paper.
moreover, i still don't have a definitive topic. i'd really love to be put out of my misery when it comes to that aspect of existence. the paper deadline has been bothering me so much its completely overshadowed the fact that i leave for amsterdam 5 days after its due. i think i can really use a vacation.
(and i've walked away for an hour or so and don't feel like continuing the entry)
