sometimes life gets to suck.
Oct. 27th, 2000 03:24 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
elvendolli'm incredibly hungry right now, bu so not in the mood to cook!
its funny.. kira left work early today... can i leave early too?
*sigh*
the interview went okay.
i was really really stressed getting in, because at the last minute i got a red lipstick stain on my off-white blazer (which i ended up just covering up with my hair after negating several other possibilities), and because i was running late as half-way down the street i realized the cat was following me, had to go back, and put her in the house again.
silly creature.
i just don't understand why she wants to follow us everywhere!
and tonight is giving me anxiety.
bill is going to be working all saturday and sunday, so tonight we were going to go out - tentative plans were dinner and a movie...
only there's something else he'd rather do, something that doesn't involve me... and something that i find a bit frusrating.
now he accepts the fact that our plans do come first, but he is not happy with the situation.
and on the one hand, i want to spend the evening out with him. under the circumstances, if he goes off somewhere, my mood will prolly be wrecked for a while.
on the other hand, i don't want him to be unhappy when we're spending time together, and if he's not into it my evening will be ruined anyways.
how's that for being torn trying to decide which is the lesser of two evils?
*sigh*
and then, of course, i feel weak and stupid for wanting to spend the evening with him...
*grumble*
sometimes i wish that just going to sleep wasn't such the bad thing i know it is.
its funny.. kira left work early today... can i leave early too?
*sigh*
the interview went okay.
i was really really stressed getting in, because at the last minute i got a red lipstick stain on my off-white blazer (which i ended up just covering up with my hair after negating several other possibilities), and because i was running late as half-way down the street i realized the cat was following me, had to go back, and put her in the house again.
silly creature.
i just don't understand why she wants to follow us everywhere!
and tonight is giving me anxiety.
bill is going to be working all saturday and sunday, so tonight we were going to go out - tentative plans were dinner and a movie...
only there's something else he'd rather do, something that doesn't involve me... and something that i find a bit frusrating.
now he accepts the fact that our plans do come first, but he is not happy with the situation.
and on the one hand, i want to spend the evening out with him. under the circumstances, if he goes off somewhere, my mood will prolly be wrecked for a while.
on the other hand, i don't want him to be unhappy when we're spending time together, and if he's not into it my evening will be ruined anyways.
how's that for being torn trying to decide which is the lesser of two evils?
*sigh*
and then, of course, i feel weak and stupid for wanting to spend the evening with him...
*grumble*
sometimes i wish that just going to sleep wasn't such the bad thing i know it is.
