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Jun. 23rd, 2003 03:31 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
elvendolli didn't sleep well for the second night in a row.
not sleeping well for me means passing in and out of mild haze for the majority of the night - i know i'm not awake all night, but i have clear memories of every hour, hour and a half of so... when i'm awake, i'm not usually antsy over being awake, just annoyed, which are different things to me - i know i feel somewhat rested if i just stay in bed, try to get comfortable and relax into it, even if my head isn't fully asleep.
i've been fluctuating between being really content about the things going on in my life and feeling alone/lonely and frustrated at the effort necessary to arrange fun. according to the forecast, summer should kick in tomorrow - i am really hoping that'll clear up the downslopes i've been having.
i have mixed feelings on going back to class in three weeks - on the one hand, i've gotten to enjoy and appreciate my weekday evenings, while on the other, it will be good to do more productive stuff with my evenings.
my mother is rv'ing in canada for the next three weeks. two of the weeks will be spent with a close friend and a combined total of three children, the husbands are driving up on the 3rd of July. i think i now know how my mom feels, i'm a little worried about her being out there, "on her own" - its the first trip she's taken without my stepdad in fourteen years. it'll also be weird to go three weeks without talking to her - usually, we talk once or twice a week and keep fairly abreast on each other's lives.
my car is getting all the luvins....
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zerokey is playing saviour, and said that he'll see if he can retrack my window and help me find a cheap side-view mirror along with putting in my new stereo *falls over from gratitude*
and it looks like its finally nice out - it took a lot of effort to come back into the office after lunch, after staying outside for a few minutes and loving the sun, the blue sky, the patch of woods and the breeze. if someone wants to drive to nantasket tonight, i'd definitely be up for that.
and for a random note - woah, i don't think i could ever bring myself to watch this *shudder*
not sleeping well for me means passing in and out of mild haze for the majority of the night - i know i'm not awake all night, but i have clear memories of every hour, hour and a half of so... when i'm awake, i'm not usually antsy over being awake, just annoyed, which are different things to me - i know i feel somewhat rested if i just stay in bed, try to get comfortable and relax into it, even if my head isn't fully asleep.
i've been fluctuating between being really content about the things going on in my life and feeling alone/lonely and frustrated at the effort necessary to arrange fun. according to the forecast, summer should kick in tomorrow - i am really hoping that'll clear up the downslopes i've been having.
i have mixed feelings on going back to class in three weeks - on the one hand, i've gotten to enjoy and appreciate my weekday evenings, while on the other, it will be good to do more productive stuff with my evenings.
my mother is rv'ing in canada for the next three weeks. two of the weeks will be spent with a close friend and a combined total of three children, the husbands are driving up on the 3rd of July. i think i now know how my mom feels, i'm a little worried about her being out there, "on her own" - its the first trip she's taken without my stepdad in fourteen years. it'll also be weird to go three weeks without talking to her - usually, we talk once or twice a week and keep fairly abreast on each other's lives.
my car is getting all the luvins....
zerokey is playing saviour, and said that he'll see if he can retrack my window and help me find a cheap side-view mirror along with putting in my new stereo *falls over from gratitude*and it looks like its finally nice out - it took a lot of effort to come back into the office after lunch, after staying outside for a few minutes and loving the sun, the blue sky, the patch of woods and the breeze. if someone wants to drive to nantasket tonight, i'd definitely be up for that.
and for a random note - woah, i don't think i could ever bring myself to watch this *shudder*
