a part of a realization
Jul. 3rd, 2003 01:48 pmbecause of a couple of factors, i'm bound to be extra-intense over the next couple of months. which means really damn high highs, and more frequent lows.
i'm not quite sure how to deal with this knowledge - right now, i'm hoping starting class in two weeks will actually mellow/level me out a lot.
a side effect of being so intense is not being able to understand why other people aren't right there with me (when in the moment) - that one will be taking effort to deal with in a sane manner...
i'm not quite sure how to deal with this knowledge - right now, i'm hoping starting class in two weeks will actually mellow/level me out a lot.
a side effect of being so intense is not being able to understand why other people aren't right there with me (when in the moment) - that one will be taking effort to deal with in a sane manner...