this weekend
Aug. 18th, 2003 11:23 am...lessee...
Friday night, i was beat by the time i got home from work, and receiving my cards in the mail just knocked even more wind out of my system; i stayed on the couch, just a little bit above functioning, till after 8:30. of course, the nausea i was having, after having had a plateful of buckwheat, was not helping. in trying to find a food that caused my throat to gag least, i finally ate the apple sauce i bought for a camping trip a summer or two ago. in situations like that, i wish it could be possible to know whether whatever i was doing to try and help the problem (eating, in this case) actually helped, or if it was clearing up on its own.
i finally got myself into something resembling gear a bit after 9, and headed to the club a little after 11. it was mad crowded in there. overall, i had a good night, and the spike of a bad mood i had didn't last more than an hour.
Saturday, i got brunch with
sol3,
zerokey and
goat, and sequestered myself to homework. despite not starting until 3:30, i managed to get the reading done and the paper 98% written, which took off a load of stress.
for some reason, i woke up for good around 10am yesterday. i curled up in the living room for the first hours of the day, watching random tv
gaelen had on and then the last castle, which i had a lot of issues with.
then,
lachesis dropped by for a bit, and
sol3 and i went to go run some shopping errands, which got me an everyday and a bm purse, a pair of silk pants, a little bratop and a sarong. we then managed to practice-pitch the bm tent
ectropy loaned us (thank you!) within 15 minutes or so (playa dust is very different from what both of us expected it to be like).
today is supposed to be a big day at work. today, i hand in that godawful paper. today, i still feel overwhelmed by the amount of things on my plate. i feel like i'm dropping balls left and right, because i'm looking into the air to count them while they're in flight, and not noticing when they come down.
i think its time to make a written, checkable, to do list.
Friday night, i was beat by the time i got home from work, and receiving my cards in the mail just knocked even more wind out of my system; i stayed on the couch, just a little bit above functioning, till after 8:30. of course, the nausea i was having, after having had a plateful of buckwheat, was not helping. in trying to find a food that caused my throat to gag least, i finally ate the apple sauce i bought for a camping trip a summer or two ago. in situations like that, i wish it could be possible to know whether whatever i was doing to try and help the problem (eating, in this case) actually helped, or if it was clearing up on its own.
i finally got myself into something resembling gear a bit after 9, and headed to the club a little after 11. it was mad crowded in there. overall, i had a good night, and the spike of a bad mood i had didn't last more than an hour.
Saturday, i got brunch with
for some reason, i woke up for good around 10am yesterday. i curled up in the living room for the first hours of the day, watching random tv
then,
today is supposed to be a big day at work. today, i hand in that godawful paper. today, i still feel overwhelmed by the amount of things on my plate. i feel like i'm dropping balls left and right, because i'm looking into the air to count them while they're in flight, and not noticing when they come down.
i think its time to make a written, checkable, to do list.