feeling fidgety
Nov. 8th, 2000 12:43 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
elvendollits past midnight and i feel sleepy... but bill just got home and i want to spend some time with him before zonking out.
its been a tough day.
i got up around 8am to start getting ready fr the interview, and ran late anyways.
didn't even have time to have anything for breakfast
got incredibly lost trying to find the place, and that got me really stressed...
inthe end, i did the incoming paperwork so quickly the guy din't even realize i was late, but it had me all in knots.
the (recruiting) agency was pretty cool - i got much better vibes from them then the other place...
i ended up not getting home till like 1pm, totally worn out.
by the time i got caught up with email and the such it was nearly 2, and then i was waiting whether or not plans with c. would go through and generally trying hard not to totally flip out.
up until the food i finally ate (around 3:30) settled in, i was purty much a basket case, and to make things worse, during that time i developed a really pretty nasty headache.
it took quite some time to realize it was probably caused by lack of caffiene, and some time more to finally get rid of it.
in the meantime, max had gotten home and started cleaning up the living room...
it made me feel really happy and really guilty all at the same time - happy that the living room was getting straightened out, and guilty because i didn't have it in me to help out.
in the end, i got him some ice cream while going to the store for painkillers...
i kinda wish i could just take a day this week to just concentrate on doing house stuff, but i don't know if that can happen...
i am supposed to call the recruiting office back tomorrow - they make have a helpdesk position at a law office downtown to interview for... only just the thought of that intimidates the f*ck out of me...
i don't know if i would want the job, i don't know if i want to work downtown, and i am really scared of failing.
i keep telling myself that it doesn't matter - that it would be good to go through another interview no matter what... it just doesn't help as much as i want it to...
i just feel horrible about what a wreck i've been lately...
i wish i could just do something for all the isues to just magically disappear.
sucks that life doesn't work that way, huh?
also want to find out the results of the elction before i go to bed.
::crossing fingers its not bush::
its been a tough day.
i got up around 8am to start getting ready fr the interview, and ran late anyways.
didn't even have time to have anything for breakfast
got incredibly lost trying to find the place, and that got me really stressed...
inthe end, i did the incoming paperwork so quickly the guy din't even realize i was late, but it had me all in knots.
the (recruiting) agency was pretty cool - i got much better vibes from them then the other place...
i ended up not getting home till like 1pm, totally worn out.
by the time i got caught up with email and the such it was nearly 2, and then i was waiting whether or not plans with c. would go through and generally trying hard not to totally flip out.
up until the food i finally ate (around 3:30) settled in, i was purty much a basket case, and to make things worse, during that time i developed a really pretty nasty headache.
it took quite some time to realize it was probably caused by lack of caffiene, and some time more to finally get rid of it.
in the meantime, max had gotten home and started cleaning up the living room...
it made me feel really happy and really guilty all at the same time - happy that the living room was getting straightened out, and guilty because i didn't have it in me to help out.
in the end, i got him some ice cream while going to the store for painkillers...
i kinda wish i could just take a day this week to just concentrate on doing house stuff, but i don't know if that can happen...
i am supposed to call the recruiting office back tomorrow - they make have a helpdesk position at a law office downtown to interview for... only just the thought of that intimidates the f*ck out of me...
i don't know if i would want the job, i don't know if i want to work downtown, and i am really scared of failing.
i keep telling myself that it doesn't matter - that it would be good to go through another interview no matter what... it just doesn't help as much as i want it to...
i just feel horrible about what a wreck i've been lately...
i wish i could just do something for all the isues to just magically disappear.
sucks that life doesn't work that way, huh?
also want to find out the results of the elction before i go to bed.
::crossing fingers its not bush::
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Date: 2000-11-08 01:38 am (UTC)I think the Republicans also have control of the Senate. It's going to be a fun four years...
oops
Date: 2000-11-08 01:41 am (UTC)Sorry if the last comment was misleading at all...