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Sep. 10th, 2004 12:20 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
elvendollday 3, and i'm still feeling a bit weird.
sleeping is weirdest of all, because i still don't seem to know where i am as i'm dozing off and am asleep, which makes for some surreal reality warps - at some point yesterday evening, i felt like i was in our house in south orange, nj, where i haven't lived since i was 13. something about the sound of dripped from a blind-covered window and someone opening the fridge in the kitchen just snapped me back and even after i figured out that wasn't where i was at, it took me way too long to pinpoint that i was in my own room in cambridge.
waking up is difficult, too. moreso then usual, the alarmclock starts serving some other purpose in the dream-universe and i couldn't force myself to get up at a decent time. i will need to find a way to crack down on myself next week and make it to work on time.
after bm, i went about clearing my inbox, and have finally managed to get it to be around 20 messages. sure, this means i have about 20 emails left to reply to, but it's much better then having 70+ emails in there (more then half of which turned out to have been bm-related)
because i'm on a break from school, i'm reading for pleasure - and it makes me so incredibly happy. i borrowed love in the time of cholera from![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
goat and am really enjoying it.
sadly, i will probably need to start school-reading next week.
i signed up for one online class while in reno, and don't seem to have access to the coursework yet - and need to check about that today. i also need to make a decision about taking a second online class today, and then make decisions about bellydancing and sewing classes over the weekend. yeah.
i'm also in a state of weirdness about my schedule. somewhere between not having had any time for the few weeks before BM and then going away, something warped - i have no concrete plans at all, want to make plans with people and then stare at my (mental)(blank) calendar and just sputter because i feel like committing to anything is bound to break something. mostly, i prolly just need to take the leap.
sleeping is weirdest of all, because i still don't seem to know where i am as i'm dozing off and am asleep, which makes for some surreal reality warps - at some point yesterday evening, i felt like i was in our house in south orange, nj, where i haven't lived since i was 13. something about the sound of dripped from a blind-covered window and someone opening the fridge in the kitchen just snapped me back and even after i figured out that wasn't where i was at, it took me way too long to pinpoint that i was in my own room in cambridge.
waking up is difficult, too. moreso then usual, the alarmclock starts serving some other purpose in the dream-universe and i couldn't force myself to get up at a decent time. i will need to find a way to crack down on myself next week and make it to work on time.
after bm, i went about clearing my inbox, and have finally managed to get it to be around 20 messages. sure, this means i have about 20 emails left to reply to, but it's much better then having 70+ emails in there (more then half of which turned out to have been bm-related)
because i'm on a break from school, i'm reading for pleasure - and it makes me so incredibly happy. i borrowed love in the time of cholera from
goat and am really enjoying it.sadly, i will probably need to start school-reading next week.
i signed up for one online class while in reno, and don't seem to have access to the coursework yet - and need to check about that today. i also need to make a decision about taking a second online class today, and then make decisions about bellydancing and sewing classes over the weekend. yeah.
i'm also in a state of weirdness about my schedule. somewhere between not having had any time for the few weeks before BM and then going away, something warped - i have no concrete plans at all, want to make plans with people and then stare at my (mental)(blank) calendar and just sputter because i feel like committing to anything is bound to break something. mostly, i prolly just need to take the leap.
