morning thoughts

[elvendoll]

i woke up all kinds of hazy - the kind of hazy where i need to dig into my head in search of memories that explain where i am, and how and when i got there. figuring out where i was was easiest, because i was in my own bed. how and when took longer - 5am, heading there, leaving goat asleep on the loveseat, and then most of the rest of the night filtered back in.
in retrospect, it was a good evening. it took me forever to get into a groove last night. a bad week, seeing terrible news before heading out and just my social anxiety and i was going in circles around the club, not being able to be comfortable anywhere.
eventually, it passed and a buzz kicked in. and then there's the having people over - i love having people here enjoying themselves. and, i got to play temptress for a bit : )

today, i'm feeling all kinds of warm and fuzzy inside; feeling so grateful for the wonderful people in my life, missing sol3 in good ways (and knowing he's been having a great weekend he's looking forward to telling me about makes me melty), and starting on schoolwork - the last of the work for the class i'll be dropping.

i also made (somewhat less then successful, imo) omelettes this morning, and even though i haven't finished mine, how good lady grey tea is tasting today is totally making up for it.

does this weekend need to end?

Comments

[tcb.livejournal.com]

it was a fabulous evening, and I'm glad to hear that your anxiety was finally able to be danced into submission. and hanging out after was definitely good, too!

as for the weekend ending, it'd be nice for it not to have to.. but alas, all good things..