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elvendollso not in a happy mood right now...
bill woke up being snippy & now we've gotten into a disagreement. and to make it worse, is that i want to let him have his way. i hate seeing him unhappy, and its $$ issues, and i just want to throw my hands up & say fine. but i know i can't. i know i can't back over backwards financially for him, he currently owes me money, and i just can't let myself do this. and its frustrating.
and on top of that, i am just not looking forward to the chores i have after lunch. talking to people and bitching people out. *shudder* but i just wanna hide in my cube!!!
aside from that, things are going... well, not ok.. but as okay i they can be...
the drive home last night wasn't too bad... made it in just aorund 3.5 hours with just one slow spot, which is good... i feel bad for the way i left my mom's house because by the end of it i just needed to get out of there, and then the computer i ordered for my grnadpa came in broken (CDRom won't close all they way)(yes, what i have to bitch someone out for today), and i felt bad enough about it without feeling blamed. so i was just stressy/bitchy... *sigh* sadly enough, they're prolly used to that by now.. anytime i got there for more then a couple of days it happens... : (
when i got home things were good... the boys cleaned up the house a bit, and morph was over, and that was good...
bill & i had a good rest of the evening, too... semi-wrestled & joked & talked a bunch before falling asleep.. which is why i guess his bad mood this morning struck me. but thats me being selfish. he has every right to be in a bad mood considering the stuff on his mind.
blah.
can't decide what i want to have for lunch either.
either dunkies or a cheese sandwich.
they cost about as much, but one involves driving (dunkies) and the sandwich will prolly be healthier... but not comfort food or caffiene... but driving ought to be scary today... i realized this morning i actually lost the wiper blade to my driver's side wiper, and i didn't have enough time ot also drive to a gas station & have my windshield cleaned. i don't know how i managed to get here in one piece considering how little i could see through the windshield being dirty & my half-blindedness. for once i was wishing there were squiggie (sp) bums in boston! heh.. driving home should be tons of fun with the added glare aspect...
blah. there is so much stuff i need to do that i've been putting off its starting to drive me batty. not even gonna make a list here... not ready for that yet : /
and i think thats my life in a nutshell right now. bloop. i think bloop is my new word.
bill woke up being snippy & now we've gotten into a disagreement. and to make it worse, is that i want to let him have his way. i hate seeing him unhappy, and its $$ issues, and i just want to throw my hands up & say fine. but i know i can't. i know i can't back over backwards financially for him, he currently owes me money, and i just can't let myself do this. and its frustrating.
and on top of that, i am just not looking forward to the chores i have after lunch. talking to people and bitching people out. *shudder* but i just wanna hide in my cube!!!
aside from that, things are going... well, not ok.. but as okay i they can be...
the drive home last night wasn't too bad... made it in just aorund 3.5 hours with just one slow spot, which is good... i feel bad for the way i left my mom's house because by the end of it i just needed to get out of there, and then the computer i ordered for my grnadpa came in broken (CDRom won't close all they way)(yes, what i have to bitch someone out for today), and i felt bad enough about it without feeling blamed. so i was just stressy/bitchy... *sigh* sadly enough, they're prolly used to that by now.. anytime i got there for more then a couple of days it happens... : (
when i got home things were good... the boys cleaned up the house a bit, and morph was over, and that was good...
bill & i had a good rest of the evening, too... semi-wrestled & joked & talked a bunch before falling asleep.. which is why i guess his bad mood this morning struck me. but thats me being selfish. he has every right to be in a bad mood considering the stuff on his mind.
blah.
can't decide what i want to have for lunch either.
either dunkies or a cheese sandwich.
they cost about as much, but one involves driving (dunkies) and the sandwich will prolly be healthier... but not comfort food or caffiene... but driving ought to be scary today... i realized this morning i actually lost the wiper blade to my driver's side wiper, and i didn't have enough time ot also drive to a gas station & have my windshield cleaned. i don't know how i managed to get here in one piece considering how little i could see through the windshield being dirty & my half-blindedness. for once i was wishing there were squiggie (sp) bums in boston! heh.. driving home should be tons of fun with the added glare aspect...
blah. there is so much stuff i need to do that i've been putting off its starting to drive me batty. not even gonna make a list here... not ready for that yet : /
and i think thats my life in a nutshell right now. bloop. i think bloop is my new word.
