written at around 10 this morning
Feb. 22nd, 2001 04:54 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
elvendollblah.
so i am sitting here at work and our internet connection is down... the thought of the number of emails that will come in once we come back up is just not pleasant...
that, and i am starving and its only 10am. given that i didn't eat breakfast, but...
so last night sucked.
i was in a very horrible mood.
to top it off, bill and i haven't spent time together since i got back from jersey, so effectively its been almost a week since we've spent time together, and the fact was really aggravating me last night.
of course the fact that he admitted that thats not right but still couldn't spend time with me because he'd volunteered to fix matty's computer wasn't helping one bit. he ended up getting to bed just as i was nodding off, and i remember still being unhappy with him enough that we didn't cuddle all night : (
of course when i woke up this morning and saw him like a foot away from me on the bed the first thing i did was apologize...
poor baby was sick this morning, too : (
so i guess i am doing a little better this morning.
despite the fact that first we couldn't find my keys (bill had them last) which made me late.
then my car wouldn't start for like 3 tries, which made me more stressed & more late.
then my passanger side mirror got knocked off, which added insult to injury, and *then* i got stuck in traffic.
luckily, it seems like everyone else here was late as well... - it was actually kinda creeping, walking in here late, and finding only one other person in the offices...
so on the drive in i was trying to think of things i can/need to do in order to get myself back into some sort healthy lifestyle. first thing is i am considering joining the gym by here - i was first going to join the Y, but their pool hours just suck. but it seems like we have an affordable deal for the local gym here, so if its got a pool, i should join it - and forcing myself to go there after work may be easier then forcing myself to go to the Y after the commute home & with the couch taunting me...
the other thign i need to do is limit just how much time i spend in front of the damn god box. for a few years, i went pretty much without watching TV at all - and i think i was a btter person for it. lately, i've just been sinking into the couch and spacing out to the images in front of me instead of being productive or creative. and i want that to stop. so i think i'm still going to have certain shows that i will watch, but not allow myself to just plop down & glaze over.
i also need to get my butt in gear about my class. scarily enough, i have not done any work for it yet. given that we've only had 2 classes because of the snowstorm & presidents' day, but still...
i also partially looked into taking online classes from bunker hill. basically, my situation is such that i am just about done with my major (one class after this one), and totally done with my liberal arts requirements - all i have left is 2 years of electives. and at this point, all i want to do is get the damn diploma... so if instead of taking 1 or 2 actual classes a semester, i could take 2 or 3 online classes that are prolly going to be easier, i'm game!
now i just need to find out when registration is and double check that the credits will transfer & that i'm not limited in the number of online classes i could take...
so yeah.. i think i am done rambling for now...
so i am sitting here at work and our internet connection is down... the thought of the number of emails that will come in once we come back up is just not pleasant...
that, and i am starving and its only 10am. given that i didn't eat breakfast, but...
so last night sucked.
i was in a very horrible mood.
to top it off, bill and i haven't spent time together since i got back from jersey, so effectively its been almost a week since we've spent time together, and the fact was really aggravating me last night.
of course the fact that he admitted that thats not right but still couldn't spend time with me because he'd volunteered to fix matty's computer wasn't helping one bit. he ended up getting to bed just as i was nodding off, and i remember still being unhappy with him enough that we didn't cuddle all night : (
of course when i woke up this morning and saw him like a foot away from me on the bed the first thing i did was apologize...
poor baby was sick this morning, too : (
so i guess i am doing a little better this morning.
despite the fact that first we couldn't find my keys (bill had them last) which made me late.
then my car wouldn't start for like 3 tries, which made me more stressed & more late.
then my passanger side mirror got knocked off, which added insult to injury, and *then* i got stuck in traffic.
luckily, it seems like everyone else here was late as well... - it was actually kinda creeping, walking in here late, and finding only one other person in the offices...
so on the drive in i was trying to think of things i can/need to do in order to get myself back into some sort healthy lifestyle. first thing is i am considering joining the gym by here - i was first going to join the Y, but their pool hours just suck. but it seems like we have an affordable deal for the local gym here, so if its got a pool, i should join it - and forcing myself to go there after work may be easier then forcing myself to go to the Y after the commute home & with the couch taunting me...
the other thign i need to do is limit just how much time i spend in front of the damn god box. for a few years, i went pretty much without watching TV at all - and i think i was a btter person for it. lately, i've just been sinking into the couch and spacing out to the images in front of me instead of being productive or creative. and i want that to stop. so i think i'm still going to have certain shows that i will watch, but not allow myself to just plop down & glaze over.
i also need to get my butt in gear about my class. scarily enough, i have not done any work for it yet. given that we've only had 2 classes because of the snowstorm & presidents' day, but still...
i also partially looked into taking online classes from bunker hill. basically, my situation is such that i am just about done with my major (one class after this one), and totally done with my liberal arts requirements - all i have left is 2 years of electives. and at this point, all i want to do is get the damn diploma... so if instead of taking 1 or 2 actual classes a semester, i could take 2 or 3 online classes that are prolly going to be easier, i'm game!
now i just need to find out when registration is and double check that the credits will transfer & that i'm not limited in the number of online classes i could take...
so yeah.. i think i am done rambling for now...
