I'm a bad kid...

[elvendoll]

...i didn't make it to my first class : (
my excuse? i stayed on the phone with my mom...
i feel bad... but.. damnit... blah!!
yeah!!
and i'm going ot make it to my second class, gosh-darn it!!
next thing on the not-to-procrastinate-any-more list is to call the mechanic and see what is up with my poor bitchof a car...
bleagh.

...it really is unreasonable of me to dislike that car as much as i do...
and i don't even know how to begin and thank my parents for being understanding and supporting of that - my mom mentioned that they're going to be checking out a '94 honda for me this week...
...my mom didn;t sound too hopeful about this one, but its just the fact that they are looking thats so amazing...
...but at the same time, it also makes me feel guilty... guilty for not being able to stop disliking the car, guilty for not having had the balls to tell my father off earlier... cuz if i had told him off a year earlier then i had, i wouldn't be stuck with this car.
*grumble*
its goddamn amusing by now that he hasn't even tried calling me since the title was transferred.
...really makes me wonder if he's aware that i am not going to make another phonecall to him...
...and if thats a relief to him...

then again, i only want to know out of curiousity rather then any kind of caring...