a wasted day

[elvendoll]

came home, and did nothing but watch tv and be online.

my excuse is that i have cramps.
during lunch, i tried getting midol at CVS, but they didn't have any. lemme tell ya - it did nothing to improve my mood.

so now i still have cramps, feel bloated, and debating going out.
for the most part, i don't want to go. but something that claims to be reason says that's precisely why i should go... and i'm trying to build up a craving for a guiness, so that i actually make it out...

only problem is that i can't think of anything to wear. any outfit come up with in my head, i think my belly will stick out too much in. and at this mental state, knowing that i notice it more then anyone else does not help at all.
*roar*

and to think... today is a world better then yesterday *shakes head*

any opinions on whether i should force myself to go out?

Comments

[jacasimov.livejournal.com]

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<<any opinions on whether i should force myself to go out?>>
Nah, I don't go out all that often, and I feel OK about it ('course maybe I'm nuts.) Enjoy your relaxing day(s), don't feel guilty.
*goes off to play more video games, horribly, tragically, alone*

*eats a whole pizza*

*falls asleep with mouth open*

hmmm, maybe you should go out every so often.<):)

[elvendoll.livejournal.com]

you're right.
i give myself a hard time when i should be relaxing, and therefore i never really feel relaxed, and perpetuate the cycle.

and yeah - i try to go out every so often : ) (didn't on monday though)

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[jacasimov.livejournal.com]

I do it too. Keeps me from sacking out on the weekend like the rest of the world. I usually can't sleep for more than 6 hours, ever.

No more beating up self.