the computer clock says its Tuesday...
Nov. 13th, 2001 12:34 am...and i want it to be Friday night again.
i barely made it through the day at work... the news of yet another tragedy really shook me out of my water - i couldn't get to any of the news sites, at first, but my parents let me listen in on some of the news on the local NY stations... i couldn't even talk to them... i just listened for a few minutes and told them i'd call them back... its weird - things like that didn't affect me much until 2 months ago, and i don't know if it was the magnitude of that that shook me into reacting differently, or if i'm just more mature now... but i was pretty speechless, and it took most of the day to try and get back into a more sane state of mind.
and other things going on did nothing to help, as would be expected. lunch really helped, even if it was frustrating to get my food 50 minutes after getting in there - thank you : )
after i got back, the day went by a bit more smoothly...
getting home, i just went straight to bed. i don't know how much time i actually slept for, but i think i came out at around 8:30ish...and still vegged for most of the evening.
blah.
still haven't had dinner - should prolly go do that...
i barely made it through the day at work... the news of yet another tragedy really shook me out of my water - i couldn't get to any of the news sites, at first, but my parents let me listen in on some of the news on the local NY stations... i couldn't even talk to them... i just listened for a few minutes and told them i'd call them back... its weird - things like that didn't affect me much until 2 months ago, and i don't know if it was the magnitude of that that shook me into reacting differently, or if i'm just more mature now... but i was pretty speechless, and it took most of the day to try and get back into a more sane state of mind.
and other things going on did nothing to help, as would be expected. lunch really helped, even if it was frustrating to get my food 50 minutes after getting in there - thank you : )
after i got back, the day went by a bit more smoothly...
getting home, i just went straight to bed. i don't know how much time i actually slept for, but i think i came out at around 8:30ish...and still vegged for most of the evening.
blah.
still haven't had dinner - should prolly go do that...