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Nov. 15th, 2001 01:22 ami think i am glad i went to MR for a while tonight...
i couldn't break out of my funk for extended periods of time, but it was comforting to see that i was funky, and the night still went okay. no big social blunders, no clamming up too much, etc..
i so need to disappear for 5 days out of the month. when my cycle is regular, its hellatious for the two days before and the three days of my period... it takes so much out of me to just try and function as a human being should...
when i got home from work, i just resigned to vegging. watched reruns of buffy and the practice. i'm mildly hooked to both, and its a good time to feed that - not like functioning was much of an option. i actually had no desire to go to the club, but then something remotely like cabin fever started to set in, and i figured i'd at least venture in...
blah.
thoughts have stopped connecting into full sentences before splintering. this means its bedtime.
i couldn't break out of my funk for extended periods of time, but it was comforting to see that i was funky, and the night still went okay. no big social blunders, no clamming up too much, etc..
i so need to disappear for 5 days out of the month. when my cycle is regular, its hellatious for the two days before and the three days of my period... it takes so much out of me to just try and function as a human being should...
when i got home from work, i just resigned to vegging. watched reruns of buffy and the practice. i'm mildly hooked to both, and its a good time to feed that - not like functioning was much of an option. i actually had no desire to go to the club, but then something remotely like cabin fever started to set in, and i figured i'd at least venture in...
blah.
thoughts have stopped connecting into full sentences before splintering. this means its bedtime.