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Nov. 18th, 2001 06:30 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
elvendolli am still processing last night...
i wonder why it is that the presence of other people makes me so uncomfortable... but walking around from room to room all full of people i don't or barely know was incredibly overwhelming, and kept feeling like the odd one out. and its gotta be at least 60% coming from within then without, because lots of people are just fine in situations like that...
i wonder how it would have been different if i had stayed sober... its funny, being fucked up makes me more uncomfortable with other people, but at the same time, makes it easier to block out their presence...
blah. i think that's all i'm willing to articulate right now...
(by other people, i mean more then one person who i don't know well enough to be a person)
(by person, i mean someone who i have had enough interaction with to know and be okay with their general vibe)
i wonder why it is that the presence of other people makes me so uncomfortable... but walking around from room to room all full of people i don't or barely know was incredibly overwhelming, and kept feeling like the odd one out. and its gotta be at least 60% coming from within then without, because lots of people are just fine in situations like that...
i wonder how it would have been different if i had stayed sober... its funny, being fucked up makes me more uncomfortable with other people, but at the same time, makes it easier to block out their presence...
blah. i think that's all i'm willing to articulate right now...
(by other people, i mean more then one person who i don't know well enough to be a person)
(by person, i mean someone who i have had enough interaction with to know and be okay with their general vibe)
