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elvendolli should be eating or finishing up the style for this journal, but i am doing neither.
i'm in a weird mood...
its all about "When play dies it becomes the Game. When sex dies it becomes Climax" again tonight - not feeling like doing what i wanted to do because i've made me feel like its an obligation...
*thinks* maybe i should make a post of all those little quotes that have stuck so deep in me... mebbe...
i'm also thinking of rereading narcissus and goldmund after i am done with my current book - s. made me think some about what happened four years ago, and a current theory is that the way i reacted to that book had a lot of impact on how i reacted to icky s., and i am now very curious how i will react to it - whether the life i;ve lead in the five years since i've read it will allow me to see a different shade in the words. i am slightly scared of the prospect - scared that i will not see it differently, scared that maybe how i felt about goldmund is a part of the flaw that makes me go for guys that are "lost souls"... but i guess only time can tell.
...and that was my steam for the evening... perhaps i'll blabber more later on...
i'm in a weird mood...
its all about "When play dies it becomes the Game. When sex dies it becomes Climax" again tonight - not feeling like doing what i wanted to do because i've made me feel like its an obligation...
*thinks* maybe i should make a post of all those little quotes that have stuck so deep in me... mebbe...
i'm also thinking of rereading narcissus and goldmund after i am done with my current book - s. made me think some about what happened four years ago, and a current theory is that the way i reacted to that book had a lot of impact on how i reacted to icky s., and i am now very curious how i will react to it - whether the life i;ve lead in the five years since i've read it will allow me to see a different shade in the words. i am slightly scared of the prospect - scared that i will not see it differently, scared that maybe how i felt about goldmund is a part of the flaw that makes me go for guys that are "lost souls"... but i guess only time can tell.
...and that was my steam for the evening... perhaps i'll blabber more later on...
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Date: 2001-11-30 05:37 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2001-11-30 06:16 pm (UTC)i think there may be less then 100% right reasons for picking a particular book to read, but overall, reading any book is good.
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Date: 2001-11-30 06:18 pm (UTC)maybe i should replace book with literature...
or maybe i'm babbling and should go eat.
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Date: 2001-11-30 06:20 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2001-12-01 05:33 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2001-12-01 05:39 pm (UTC)no subject
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