more about today
Dec. 1st, 2001 11:43 pm...after writing my last entry, i actually realized that some of the noise had quieted down, and went back to bed. there, i slept until 2:30. got up, had honey bunches of oats in chocolate milk for breakfast and went into my room to read. at around that time, i also realized if my brain wasn't so busy resisting being woken up by the ugly noises, i would have remembered that spud went into work this morning, and invaded his bed (which is on the other side of the houses from the evil noises)
i think i read for an hour or two, but after that, i just fell back asleep.
between 5 and 6, i became stuck in the half-conscious realm - still dreaming, but well aware of being in bed, in my room, and of what time it was - just couldn't snap out of it.
at one point, my mother called - i sat up in bed to check the caller id, decided i was in no mood to talk to her, and layed back down. prolly a half hour after that, kira called, and i actually took that call : ) we ended up talking for a while, and it pulled me out of my funk.
scarily enough, after i told her about this fruit-rice dish that my grandma makes, i got a craving for it that was so bad that for a few minutes, i actually considered going home for the rest of the weekend - the way i figured it, if she has 4 hours warning, she'll make enough for me to last another whole week! then, the absurdity of the situation kicked in.
after that, i read some more, and then had indian food with adam. yum! also realized that if i find a good recipe for indian lentil soup online, and send it to my family, chances are, they'd make some for me - this gives me happy thoughts : )
and i am home now. eyes wide shut is on hbo, so mebbe i'll go back to watching that...
oddly enough though, i am still rather tired and out of it.
not very good - hopefully by tomorrow i'll be more ok...
i think i read for an hour or two, but after that, i just fell back asleep.
between 5 and 6, i became stuck in the half-conscious realm - still dreaming, but well aware of being in bed, in my room, and of what time it was - just couldn't snap out of it.
at one point, my mother called - i sat up in bed to check the caller id, decided i was in no mood to talk to her, and layed back down. prolly a half hour after that, kira called, and i actually took that call : ) we ended up talking for a while, and it pulled me out of my funk.
scarily enough, after i told her about this fruit-rice dish that my grandma makes, i got a craving for it that was so bad that for a few minutes, i actually considered going home for the rest of the weekend - the way i figured it, if she has 4 hours warning, she'll make enough for me to last another whole week! then, the absurdity of the situation kicked in.
after that, i read some more, and then had indian food with adam. yum! also realized that if i find a good recipe for indian lentil soup online, and send it to my family, chances are, they'd make some for me - this gives me happy thoughts : )
and i am home now. eyes wide shut is on hbo, so mebbe i'll go back to watching that...
oddly enough though, i am still rather tired and out of it.
not very good - hopefully by tomorrow i'll be more ok...