have i mentioned i hate fall?

[elvendoll]

my hands are nearly numb, my toes are freezing and i've been stuck in horrible moods for over a week now : (
i keep telling myself that each day will be the last day that iput off homework, skip classes, etc... but it just doesn't happen...
and knowing its my fault sucks even more...

but thats not really what i was going to write about...
...yesterday tobi showed me some old pictures, and it was so odd... its like she's a totally different person now - even, if not especially, by the look in her eyes...
and it made me think back to how i was 4 and 5 years ago... and maybe my perception is just skewed, but it doesn't seem like anyhting has changed, other then the 10-15 pounds i've put on and the length of my hair...
...and i don't know how i feel about that...

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[tobi.livejournal.com]

if you're saying that to make me feel better....it worked =)

hehe if you ever want to see the rest of that video let me know.

*hugs*

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[elvendoll.livejournal.com]

*lol* nope, i've actually been thinking about that on & off all day...
...even looked through the pix i had up on my geocities page...
and it was actually the pic from the day your were moving out as much as the video... you were smiling in it, and it showed your eyes... and there is just a different person in there...