in an ideal world...

[elvendoll]

...ie: right now, i feel like i need:

to stop stressing over things i can fix when i'm not too busy stressing over them
to stop stressing over things i can't fix, or can't fix right now.
to find a way to not drown in the negative stuff other people are going through
to relax enough to have fun, to feel like i can be around other people and not turn into a yuliaball