rollercoaster fun...
Aug. 6th, 2002 12:13 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
elvendoll...my moods have been really off lately.
luckily for me and anything/anyone within my reach, mood actually evened out last night and i ended up enjoying having the house to myself - made a quick dinner, watched tv and read some before going to bed.
woke up to find rent money on my desk, which was a definite plus, and then he lifted the bathroom door 3 times during my shower (its broken, and kept falling : / ), which made for a grateful yulia, and that's generally a good thing...
unfortunately, by now, i'm irritable again.
i'm now doing my best to focus on the fact that class will be over in just over two weeks, and hoping that everything else evens out, also.
today has featured a neat little realization about the fact that i have formed a habit of finding 'workarounds' to avoid, or avoid triggering, issues that i have instead of actually fixing stuff. and then i wonder how i became so neurotic.
tonight, i really really should do homework.
i really really should at least skim the reading, as i took lousy notes in class, and then narrow down and find articles for my 'research paper', which'll be due a week from tomorrow, which means i should do it over the weekend.
but its really the last thing i want.
what i really want is a way to rid myself of the cabin fever i've been going in & out of. next time i spend a quiet weekend before going to see the 'rents, somebody should slap me silly.
luckily for me and anything/anyone within my reach, mood actually evened out last night and i ended up enjoying having the house to myself - made a quick dinner, watched tv and read some before going to bed.
woke up to find rent money on my desk, which was a definite plus, and then he lifted the bathroom door 3 times during my shower (its broken, and kept falling : / ), which made for a grateful yulia, and that's generally a good thing...
unfortunately, by now, i'm irritable again.
i'm now doing my best to focus on the fact that class will be over in just over two weeks, and hoping that everything else evens out, also.
today has featured a neat little realization about the fact that i have formed a habit of finding 'workarounds' to avoid, or avoid triggering, issues that i have instead of actually fixing stuff. and then i wonder how i became so neurotic.
tonight, i really really should do homework.
i really really should at least skim the reading, as i took lousy notes in class, and then narrow down and find articles for my 'research paper', which'll be due a week from tomorrow, which means i should do it over the weekend.
but its really the last thing i want.
what i really want is a way to rid myself of the cabin fever i've been going in & out of. next time i spend a quiet weekend before going to see the 'rents, somebody should slap me silly.
