...last whining...
Aug. 11th, 2002 03:21 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
elvendoll...i think i want to do my homework in my room today.
a big part of it is the a/c, and then something about wanting to be in a comfortable hole, and needing my room to be that to me..
..but, i want music while i study. if i had my computer, i'd burn myself some mix cd's really quickly and be all set. but i don't... i'm half tempted to run out to my car and bring my car cd's in, but i'm plagued by the fear of them becoming integrated into my room, and not making it back to the car safe & sound. and i really need my car cd's to be my car cd's... i know its weird.
then, i'd want to type the paper in my room.
but, the laptop i have just had notepad for word processing. and no matter how much i try to change my perceptions, i have a hard time putting 'final draft' writing into notepad. again, i know its weird.
and mostly, i'm dreading writing this thing.
i keep telling myself that with the grade i got on my midterm, the professor will prolly swallow up anything i write, but it doesn't help enough. i try to focus on how my ap english teacher told me that even when i'm at my worst, my writing it still better then most, but i can't help but feel how much my writing has degenerated since then. *sigh*
but, off i go....
a big part of it is the a/c, and then something about wanting to be in a comfortable hole, and needing my room to be that to me..
..but, i want music while i study. if i had my computer, i'd burn myself some mix cd's really quickly and be all set. but i don't... i'm half tempted to run out to my car and bring my car cd's in, but i'm plagued by the fear of them becoming integrated into my room, and not making it back to the car safe & sound. and i really need my car cd's to be my car cd's... i know its weird.
then, i'd want to type the paper in my room.
but, the laptop i have just had notepad for word processing. and no matter how much i try to change my perceptions, i have a hard time putting 'final draft' writing into notepad. again, i know its weird.
and mostly, i'm dreading writing this thing.
i keep telling myself that with the grade i got on my midterm, the professor will prolly swallow up anything i write, but it doesn't help enough. i try to focus on how my ap english teacher told me that even when i'm at my worst, my writing it still better then most, but i can't help but feel how much my writing has degenerated since then. *sigh*
but, off i go....
