its all about timing, baby!

i can't belive it is already almost 4 and it still feels like morning...
yesterday itself was decent... hanging out with my mom & abigail(baby sis) was cool.. and it was nice to see all the grandparents, even if it was on the overwhelming side...
the eveningtime sucked though!
after everyone left i decided it would be good idea to return my father's phonecall from the day before - i was kinda hesitant to do it because he lives in brooklyn now, and i didn't want to tell him i'm down visiting my mom because that would mean him asking me to drive over and visit, which is really up there on the list of things i really don't want to do...
well, after the phonecall i had even less desire to see him, unless that seeing involved severe bodily harm to his person - he had called to let me know my insurance had expired a month early, and three days ago! *grumble*
its just one more instance in which he puts my lovelyhood at stake without even an ounce of care, and i go between being furious with him, to furious at myself for having expected anything different... i just feel so guilty for despising him as much as i do sometimes...
luckily, i am here, in the safety of my mother's home... when i went up to relate the news to her & my stepdad, the response was 'well, we'll just register your car here tomorrow' and my mom telling me to stop worrying... i really don't know what i ever did to have a mom as wondeful as mine! this is totally up there with when i called her all panicky from london because my father told me he won't be paying my tuition 2 days before it was due, and she responded by telling me she'd charge it on her credit card & i was not to even think of it again until the end of the vacation...
so yeah, my mom rocks...
i just wish i could totally get rid of the anger i have towards my father... even after my mom told me everything would be okay i was still very angry...
and the fact that the stupid kodak photocd that my stepdad had asked me to install was not installing, crahsing everything, and being a total pain was not helping at all...
*sigh* but such is life...
and now i have just gotten back from going to register my car... the dmv sucking must be such a nationwide hassle!
first, the sings to the dmv were gone, but me & my mom figured it was just them being shitty, and after a few minutes of being lost, found the way there...
upon getting there, we see a sign on the door that says that they have moved - and gives the new address. no hint of directions, no phone number to call for such, nothing!
after driving around a whole bunch, we found an inspection station, which gave us directions to the new place... and despite them being faulty, we still made it (woohoo!)
next was the 3 lines, with 3 things of paperwork in between them... *sigh*
but now i have jersey plates... and my vehicle is once again insured!
...and i'm really thirsty...
i also am kinda unhappy that my plans for tomorrow are a bit disrupted by needing to get the car inspected, but thats really ntohing to complain about under the circumstances...
okee, gonna go get somehting to drink now : )

~yulia