*sigh*

today was supposed to be a good day...
and if i work really hard on phasing out the bad parts, its actually okay... but its so fucking hard to block out that a large sum of money somehow went poof! from inside the house...
*grumble*
sometimes karma just needs to be much swifter...
*sigh*
and now i totally don't know how the birthday/anniversary weekend is going to go in terms of how i can afford the stuff...
i was so looking forward to both getting bill something nice and us having an enjoyable anniversary!
::trying to resist urge to punch things::
okay, time to stop thinking about icky stuff...