i'm trying to think happy thoughts...

...but i still can't fly!

i am, however, at school.
in the break between classes, sitting online rather then fighting with the bursar's...
but c'est la vie, i am barely having enough un-stress to keep myself here.
my car is broken and its driving me batty!
i've known for a while that i'm too emotionally dependent on my car, but its really hitting me now...
and its funny, cuz when the boys told me last night i just shrugged it off - like somehow it didn't sink in all the way.
then, when i woke up this morning, i thought i had had a dream in which my car was broken.
and after some time of degrogging i remembered that it wasn't a dream at all! : (
so i fought of the panic of not knowing where to take her... though not as well as i'd like ot have...
i was still pretty damn stressed, and got in a squirmish with my mom over the insurance bullshit...
after finding out that the only mechanic my parents could help me find was a russian place on the lynnway, i posted a helpseeking post to netgoth - i dislike dealing with russian people to begin with, and that was really too far for my impaired car to go to be fixed...
a great many thanks to liz for suggesting the most viable option, and i will prolly need to thank whoever it is i end up begging to give me a ride back from the mechanic's tonight when i go to drop the car off (::raises pleading eyes into the crowd::)
and the other good news is that moose has offered to make sushi for our household tonight!
that makes me tummy feel warm all over! : )
...and even settles some of the indigestion from having just eaten a greasy pizza at the wit's end!
...i just really hope my next class is (a) okay and (b) gets out early...
its a tuesday only class, and is supposed to be 2.5 hours, and as school started on a wednesday, this will be the first meeting of it...
actually, considering add-drop ends tomorrow, it better be okay enough for me to keep it... *stomps and tries to give stetn thoughts to class*
the english class i had today went okay, too... its on 'the modern period', and last class i was just not deciphering the factors of this movement that she addressed as being so concrete, so i was a bit perplexed and uncertain...
this class, i think (hope?) what she was trying ot get accross sank in more digestibly (is that even a word?) and i am feeling better about the class.
there's also this one guy in the class who is rather vocal, and from today's experience, rather off marker, and his left field comments both brought some amusement into the class for me, as well as keeping the professor on her toes as far as her phrasing is concerned, so i am pretty happy about that...

...and now its time for me to saunter off and try not to fall asleep during the class that better be good damnit!

waiting for sushi...

...requires way too much patience!
i wasnt it now!!!
*/whine*

well,t hat, and i have this horrible issue of not being able to do anything else if i'm waiting for something i really want, so i've been home for close to 2 hours now, and still haven't done anything productive...

my class went ok though..
overall, i think the professor is cool, and i think the readings are cool - we're going to be doing intros to the dieas, and then discussing actual cases - but what i don't like is a 5 minute presentation we gotta do : (
and i like once a week classes, damnit!

well, as it usually happens, there was a lot more that i wanted to write about but it is now escaping me... and the sushi rice is almost done.. soo.... pbthhhhh!