there was so much i wanted to talk about...

...and i think i'm way too tired to do so...
but i am going to try : )

its been such a long weekend...

friday until 6 drove me nuts...
we were planning to leave for cauldron farms around noon, but life kept throwing obstacles right under our feet...
first, bill's bank was being shitty, so i had to drive him to south station to get julie... then he had to fight with the bank...
and i was not in the best of moods to begin with, and having to pack for the both of us while he was just chilling and stuff drove me batty...
i felt bad as i was being rather bitchy, but i also knew if i took time out to chill out it would just take us that much longer to leave...
getting there was no less of a bitch as we left late enough to hit clumps of traffic, and then got lost...
then after unloading, i was under the impression that julie & i were going to go to the store right away, but as things happened, that ended up not happening till 6 (though she did end up just taking my car w/o me) - but when the trip to the store was finally happening, and brian pulled up in his firechicken (which i, of course, preceeded to jump on while it was still in motion : ) ) i started feeling much better : )
friday evening was good in that i was relaxed, but the general vibe was odd for a while..
the tap that bill was given for the keg of newcastle wasn't working, and partially because we were impatiently waititng for the replacement and partially because it took people longer then expected to make it, there was an air of things missing for a long while...
but overall it was nothing really bad, just a slight disturbance in the force...
tobi came by with starchy (after being lost for way too long : ( ) and it was really nice to see her there, even if she did go back home until saturday night : P
saturday was one of those camping afternoons... when there's nothing to do but rest, so you can do it and enjoy it and not have anything to feel guilty about or get to next... it was good : )
and saturday night was good, too... more people showed up, bill got happily drunk and i was nicely buzzed : )
and dave gave me a really good backrub, too : )

hrmm.. mebbe i'll talk about yesterday later..

grrmph!

so its now almost 7...
and i haven't really done ... anything at all...
and that sucks.
i've just lost all willpower... all i have been up to is vegging - i have been way too tired to do anything else... and have had more probs falling asleep, too...
...and i feel shitty about it...
...but apparently not shitty enough to be able to force myself to change...

so yeah, welcome to fall : (

so i'm bored and contemplating...

going to ceremony tonight and/or changing my lj pic....

i haven't been to ceremony in a long time, and i'm just restless here...
and i'm considering just using a face shot instead of the pic i currently have...
...but this is all just contemplation...