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its been an odd couple of days...
the trip to salem was a rather trying experience (no pun intended) - first off, we parked way off from the center of town cuz morph thought it'd be better then looking for a parking spot in town. noble thought, but didn't make the walk suck any less..
cold and wet just isn't the right weather for tromping around outside...
i was wearing like 2 really warm layers throughout under the vinyl catsuit, and htough the catsuit was keeping me dry, the layers underneath weren't doing nearly enough...
salem itself was nutty... there were like 3 or 4 block that were stuffed and nearly impossible to move though, and everything else was nearly barren. to top it off, it was impossible to get in anywhere one oculd either sit down, get a drink, or even stand inside!
by 10:30 we were in agreement that it was time to hitthe party in nashua.
and after getting a bit stressed cuz my winshield wipers were crapping out & i was way too hungry, i had a good time at the party... the gave of 'i never' gave quite a few laughs, and i got to see osme people i haven't seen in a long time.
we ended up staying there a bit later then i thought we would, which was both good and bad (but isn't life always like that?)
int he end we eneded up leaving close to 4am, and dropping by manchester on the way so that dave could be brought back with us...
by the time we pulled up to the house i had to stumble in, as my feet were more then sick of the 3" heeled boots i was wearing cinsidering there was 3 layers of clothing squishing them in rather then the usual 1, and after a glass of chocolate milk was very happy to retire to bed.
this morning was odd.
bill was really sick, and i kept waking upto feel miserable about not being able to force myself to get out of bed & help him and then falling back asleep...
at some point, he got into bed and slept till like 1 before getting up to be incapacitated in the armchair between trips to the bathroom.
i was really happy when he started feeling better around 4ish...
also got a phone interview scheduled for tomorrow... i am really afraid to get my hopes up, but its tech support for an e-commerce place in town, and it may be a good opportunity... the lousy part is that its at 4pm, so i gotta leave for NJ early in the morning to make sure i'm there by 4 (doing an interview while driving just doens't sound like a good idea) and try to findout if putting a call forwarding from my cell phone to my parent's house is a viable option for this, to cut down on the static.
there's this constant ball of fear and stress regarding the reason for the NJ visit, too, and the constant effort not to think about it, not stress over it, and its been tolling.
i just wishit would go away.
i've been trying to concentrate on how good it will be to see abi... she's gotten a little crankier in her personality - she's gotten picky about who she likes, acts all uncomfortable when taken somewhere and shows relief when getting home...
a bunch of the crankiness is prolly caused by the fact that she is teething, but i just feel really connected to her somehow, and am really impatient to see how she will react to seeing me this time, as all the pther times she's always shown signs of being really happy to see me, always a lot more dramatic then when seeing anyone else...
but i'm gonna go cuddle with bill now - i may be gone for a whole week and wanna spend some time being close with him : )
the trip to salem was a rather trying experience (no pun intended) - first off, we parked way off from the center of town cuz morph thought it'd be better then looking for a parking spot in town. noble thought, but didn't make the walk suck any less..
cold and wet just isn't the right weather for tromping around outside...
i was wearing like 2 really warm layers throughout under the vinyl catsuit, and htough the catsuit was keeping me dry, the layers underneath weren't doing nearly enough...
salem itself was nutty... there were like 3 or 4 block that were stuffed and nearly impossible to move though, and everything else was nearly barren. to top it off, it was impossible to get in anywhere one oculd either sit down, get a drink, or even stand inside!
by 10:30 we were in agreement that it was time to hitthe party in nashua.
and after getting a bit stressed cuz my winshield wipers were crapping out & i was way too hungry, i had a good time at the party... the gave of 'i never' gave quite a few laughs, and i got to see osme people i haven't seen in a long time.
we ended up staying there a bit later then i thought we would, which was both good and bad (but isn't life always like that?)
int he end we eneded up leaving close to 4am, and dropping by manchester on the way so that dave could be brought back with us...
by the time we pulled up to the house i had to stumble in, as my feet were more then sick of the 3" heeled boots i was wearing cinsidering there was 3 layers of clothing squishing them in rather then the usual 1, and after a glass of chocolate milk was very happy to retire to bed.
this morning was odd.
bill was really sick, and i kept waking upto feel miserable about not being able to force myself to get out of bed & help him and then falling back asleep...
at some point, he got into bed and slept till like 1 before getting up to be incapacitated in the armchair between trips to the bathroom.
i was really happy when he started feeling better around 4ish...
also got a phone interview scheduled for tomorrow... i am really afraid to get my hopes up, but its tech support for an e-commerce place in town, and it may be a good opportunity... the lousy part is that its at 4pm, so i gotta leave for NJ early in the morning to make sure i'm there by 4 (doing an interview while driving just doens't sound like a good idea) and try to findout if putting a call forwarding from my cell phone to my parent's house is a viable option for this, to cut down on the static.
there's this constant ball of fear and stress regarding the reason for the NJ visit, too, and the constant effort not to think about it, not stress over it, and its been tolling.
i just wishit would go away.
i've been trying to concentrate on how good it will be to see abi... she's gotten a little crankier in her personality - she's gotten picky about who she likes, acts all uncomfortable when taken somewhere and shows relief when getting home...
a bunch of the crankiness is prolly caused by the fact that she is teething, but i just feel really connected to her somehow, and am really impatient to see how she will react to seeing me this time, as all the pther times she's always shown signs of being really happy to see me, always a lot more dramatic then when seeing anyone else...
but i'm gonna go cuddle with bill now - i may be gone for a whole week and wanna spend some time being close with him : )
