lunch

i've never worked anywhere that had an established lunch hour before, and am therefor weided out - i was told we get an hour lunch, but i guess i got hungry enough to ask for it before most everyone here, so i feel really weird sitting back for a while. at the same time, though, finding the cafeteria in the next bulding on my own wasn't as emotionally easy as it dounds, and chilling out for a bit can definately help me.
i just feel weird not doing something work-related as people are bustling around.
not that i've done any actual work, either. i was just told to play around with the software & ask any questions i had.
which i'd been doing...
it makes me wish i didn't keep feeling like i was intruding on others' space - in that respect, i think the training at tiac was much more effective...
c'est la vie though
& the fact that the day is halfway done makes me happy, too...
just wish i had a big knife & the ability to cut out some of my inner organs though - persistent cramps just suck. and i meant to take an aleve before leaving this morning, but ended up totally spacing it.

don't know whats up for tonight... there's plenty of shopping i need to get done, but i am thinking that maybe chilling home & nursing my tummy ache/resting may be the way to go.
we'll see...

other then that, nothign much is new... or at least, i'm not withit enough to think about it... i'll prolly write more later : )