so close and yet so far...

...as i start on the 5th page.
one more review, and then the conclusion.
i wish i could just get it done, but between the heat, and the fact that i've been looking at this stuff on and off all day, it isn't happening : /

but yeah, i'm on page 5. i think i can make 6 pages without a problem, and then maybe i'll even change the font to courier, and that'll give me a couple of extra pages... yeah...
and i'm copying the biblipgraphy straight from how the articles were referenced on pubmed, so if he doesn't like that, he can kiss my butt - i'm just happy i can copy, paste, and be done with that.

*sigh* i just want to go back to my air conditioned room and go to sleep.
and i really hope i don't end up having to rewrite this thing - the prospect of doing reading on tuesday night, and final review over next weekend and being done after monday night seems really good right now.

of course i really need to get off my butt and make sure i can take the class i want from bunker hill's ecollege *snicker* and sign up for it. i'm really kinda curious what it'll be like...

but, i should actually finish up, huh?

2am update: i'm done. its nothing to be proud of, but in courier new, with references, its a very solid 9 pages. i will maim puppies if i have to rewrite it.

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right before the alarm rang this morning, i was eating chocolate mousse and a chocolate cake of some sort in my dream.
i remember the mousse more vividly, prolly partially due to the fact that i was concentrating on its texture, and having had some of my favorite mousse with him.
of course i sat up, hit snooze, and did my best to get my mousse back.
no luck : /

the dream also included roma setting me up with a guy, which would be rather out of character. *giggle* it prolly came out of all the talking we did about guys during brunch yesterday.

i'm also thinking i want to do something relaxing after class tonight, but nothing specific is coming to mind. in theory, going to the beach would be great, but i really don't see myself being up for the drive.
hrmph.

another day....

i left work early today because i just couldn't decide what i wanted to eat before 3:30, and at that point, it just made more sense to wait another 45 mins to eat...
in the end, i wound up with chinese food from her favorite chinese place, and a poke into burlington coat facotry. i'd never been in one before, and the place was semi scary (of course it being under construction did not help my impression, i'm sure), but it tauntedme because they had long skirts, in all the wrong styles. and the ones i would've wanted only came in plus sizes.
but, without meaning to, i ended up finding something. amusing, how this comes after i've decided that my last boots purchase should be the last for a while. but these were only $15 bucks, they're cool looking, leather and will prolly last me a few years.
so, now i have new boots : )

then came class.
i broke... after holding off for so long, i nodded off during the lecture on schizophrenia. not that i think i missed much, because the second part of the lecture was on substance abuse, and the things the guy was saying were making me want to laugh at him or stare in shock. because according to him, alcohol and heroin are the only drugs you can develop a tolerance to. and there's very little danger to hallucinogenic drugs because they're hardly addictive and have no withdrawl symptoms. *shakes head*

i'm just hoping i get my paper back on wednesday.
i'm refusing to let myself worry about the final.
so far, he's cut out one chapter already, told us today he won't b able to finish lecturing on eating disorders, and there is no way he can cover personality disorders and problems of children & elderly as well as a final review on wendesday.
i'm just hoping he'll give us a thorough review sheet & does as much hinting as to what the essay questions will be.
*grumble* now that i can, in theory, get an A in this class, i really want it.

and i can't quite figure out what i want to do now that i'm home.