Oct. 20th, 2002

elvendoll: (dollface)
and i'm home early.

anyone wanna go for a walk or something?
elvendoll: (bedtime)
the weekend is ending : (

overall, it was a pretty decent weekend.
friday night never quite got off to a start, and the plan to go to ecko never happened, but it was good for a mellow time : )
saturday got off to a late start. i didn't get home till half past two, and knew i'd have to start getting ready around fuve, so the only productive thing that got accomplished was laundry. but the good news is that the washer works, and all the clothes that i couldn't wash for almost a month are now clean. yay!
then, i had an errand to run and a wedding to go to.
the wedding was good. it was good to see the smile she was wearing.
i got home earlish, and ended up going to bed earlish. and aside from being woken up by people coming in/out a couple of time, i slept ok, too.
woke up around 11, and did a good job of getting my butt in gear. tackled a lot of the mess in the computer room before he woke up, did some kitchen-cleaning, and then the room swap happened.
the process itself, while much better then what it could've been, was still on the exhausing side. its odd to know that i can fit most of my crap into the multitude of bags i own.
originally, i meant to decorate today, too, but it just didn't happen.
between moving out of the room i'd gotten rather attached to over the past two and a half years, and this being the first time i've moved on my own (he was helping, of course, but its different when someone's there to help you) and it just really downed my mood.
i decided the perfect fix for the problem would be to have food, beer and walking. he was nice enough to join me on the adventure, and we went to 'the other side' where i ate way too much.
and now i'm home... a little apprehensive about sleeping in the new room, but i know its just needing time to adjust to the change.
at some point, i still need to decirate my room.
its going to be hard, because i think i'm going to need to be really minimalistic... just leave a few of my candles out and put everything else into boxes.
i don't know why that scares me so much.
another priority is to figure out how to go from a walk-through closet to a regular one. i'm really at a loss for ideas, but know this needs to happen soon.

someone, over the weekend, said that the people we love aren't always the people that love us.
and i thought about it.
and i think that the people that i love are the people that love me.
the thought of that not being the case scares me, and makes me really grateful that its just a thought.
and yeah, i know there are no absolutes.... but i think i've got at least 90% accuracy with that statement.

i got a call from my grandma's cousin today.
i feel like shit that i have sucked at keeping in touch with her, but onthe other hand, het 'fear' of calling me is kinda absurd. she called because she wanted advice.... but told me to call her back tomorrow because i was in a restarant. a part of me is a ball of curiousity.

so, stuff i want to do for my room:
1. get shleves. a trip to target should solve that problem, right?
2. hang up shelves and posters. sadly, i will need help for this.
3. run blacklight christmas lights along the celiling. i don't know how to accomplish this and will probably need help : /
4. pick out what goes on the shelves, and box up everything else. i don't understand why i'm so emotionally attached to things i don't need.
5. get a nightstand. hopefully i can find a cheap one.
6. if roomates approve, get a shoe & coat rack for my hallways. i have way more shoes and coats then i could fit into my room if i want it to look sane.

yeah.

and i'm sleepy.
here's hoping for a good week...

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