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according to the forecast, a week from now, i will be in 67 degree temperature. its one of the few things keeping me going right now.
i've been sickish this week, and have tried not to slow down anyways. of course i didn't succeed, but today i feel really beat. took an lunchnap instead of eating, and feel like i need a few more hours of sleep before becoming functional.
food would be good, too...

today's bound to be long.
at some point, i have to find a bunch of time and motivation to do a bunch of chores. and a ton of homework. yeah.

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two years ago today i wrote about the surgery i had had a couple of days prior. i'm surprised at how much of the details i have completely forgotten. i have many more recollections about the first surgery, and i think that's because it was a more pleasant experience (as far as surgeries go, at least). ugh.

a year ago today i wrote a rather vague entry, and i actually enjoyed re-reading it. i can still remember what it was about, too : ) and in theory, i should search the way-back machine for that quote...

three years ago, i stopped updating for a bit over a month.
at the time, i was treading through school, hating my living situation and spending more time at bill's house then my own. and i think i was being more social overall, too...
i think it was one of the better winters that i've had, largely due to bill's presence and influence. i remember him wanting me to come by just about every night... and having an easier time doing homework at his house. its weird remembering how i was then... how the patterns of dependence just flowed... its not easy to look through good memories to try and find problems.