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elvendollso i'm having a rather moody day. was barely coping this morning, but doing much better then that right now.
not looking forward to having to trek to bunker hill after work. i just found out i have till Friday to sign up for the class, but tonight and tomorrow are the only days i can realistically do it, and i think it would be bad to put this off vs. just getting it over with.
given, i still haven't heard back from my school as to whether the credits will be accepted, but i really think the odds are in my favor.
and i'm really curious what the class syllabus and workload will be like. and i'm really hoping i'll get into it - if the style of class works for me, i could prolly afford taking an online class while taking an evening class in upcoming semesters. *shakes head* i really do dislike the idea of being on the 10-year plan.
had a random thought pattern as to what would've happened if i'd moved out to cali after my senior year, to live by her and attend community college while waiting for the guaranteed junior year acceptance to UCB to kick in. i'm curious if i would've stuck it through school... if i would've found another disastrous relationship to take me through the lessons i obviously needed to learn the hard way... whether i would've ended up hooking up with j., or stayed 'perpetual x's' with z. c'est la vie.
and overall, i did have a good weekend... i'm just not quite ready to write about it...
he tried changing the bulbs in my room last night, and either there were dead bulbs in our storage closet, or something else is majorly funky with my light, as all the outlets in my room work... which makes me not look forward to dealing with it tonight.
it also looks like fate decided i shouldn't have the bikini i ordered on ebay - just got email from the seller saying the PO managed to shred the package and send it back. weird, but ok, as i did get a refund.
i also indulged the shopping-monster in me a bit over the weekend. bought a winter hat i might actually wear (as i really dislike winter hats, but have been forced to realize their necessity) and a faux-leather full length coat/jacket. in theory, i've wanted a real for ages, but i also realized that i need a leather jacket i actually like, and there's no way i could afford to get both this year. and hey, this one seems to look half decent and is functional enough.
and i think i wanted to write more, but i've run out of motivation.
not looking forward to having to trek to bunker hill after work. i just found out i have till Friday to sign up for the class, but tonight and tomorrow are the only days i can realistically do it, and i think it would be bad to put this off vs. just getting it over with.
given, i still haven't heard back from my school as to whether the credits will be accepted, but i really think the odds are in my favor.
and i'm really curious what the class syllabus and workload will be like. and i'm really hoping i'll get into it - if the style of class works for me, i could prolly afford taking an online class while taking an evening class in upcoming semesters. *shakes head* i really do dislike the idea of being on the 10-year plan.
had a random thought pattern as to what would've happened if i'd moved out to cali after my senior year, to live by her and attend community college while waiting for the guaranteed junior year acceptance to UCB to kick in. i'm curious if i would've stuck it through school... if i would've found another disastrous relationship to take me through the lessons i obviously needed to learn the hard way... whether i would've ended up hooking up with j., or stayed 'perpetual x's' with z. c'est la vie.
and overall, i did have a good weekend... i'm just not quite ready to write about it...
he tried changing the bulbs in my room last night, and either there were dead bulbs in our storage closet, or something else is majorly funky with my light, as all the outlets in my room work... which makes me not look forward to dealing with it tonight.
it also looks like fate decided i shouldn't have the bikini i ordered on ebay - just got email from the seller saying the PO managed to shred the package and send it back. weird, but ok, as i did get a refund.
i also indulged the shopping-monster in me a bit over the weekend. bought a winter hat i might actually wear (as i really dislike winter hats, but have been forced to realize their necessity) and a faux-leather full length coat/jacket. in theory, i've wanted a real for ages, but i also realized that i need a leather jacket i actually like, and there's no way i could afford to get both this year. and hey, this one seems to look half decent and is functional enough.
and i think i wanted to write more, but i've run out of motivation.
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Date: 2002-09-03 10:02 pm (UTC)i love ya.
i hate dwelling in perpetual "whatifs" but i tend to do that too... dont you wish you could "preview" your life like choose your own adventure or some shit? but that would be a bit boring, unfortunately... hrmph!
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Date: 2002-09-04 07:35 am (UTC)it would be like taking role-playing games to the extreme, which could be hours upon hours of entertainment. then again, i'd think that something like that could have disastarous outcomes for more people then not, because when it boils down to it, the odds that we take the path of optimal outcome in all of life's choices is pretty slim, and being given 1000+ chances to see how you could have made life better, but didn't, sounds really motherfucking depressing.
*giggle* its just like