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elvendolli feel like i've come down with a cold.
nasal leakage got pretty bad last night, and i had a disticntly stuffed up nose & sore throat while sleeping.
now, i'm awake, throat feels a little better but the nose is still a problem. and my head feels heavy and i don't know if thats sinus-pressure or cold-symptom.
j0y.
feeling like this puts an odd spin on how isolated i feel here right now. on the one hand, i'm more acutely aware of it, and on the other hand, everything is a tad distant.
its funny how its all about perceptions, too... because i've recently woke up, haven't had breakfast yet and just feel shitty. if i had people out here i could hang out with, i still wouldn't be doing so at the moment. but the knowing would make me feel better then how i feel now.
dinner last night was odd, too. both sets of grandparents, great-aunt, stepdad's sister with hubby and kid and some close family friends.
the aforementioned kid doesn't like being outside his house or away from his parents. and he expresses that by screaming. loudly. he was screaming through prolly 40% of dinner, which really set me on edge and made me more sensitive to the general volume of the conversations then i would have been otherwise. i really felt like running out of the house on several occasions.
it finally settled down around 11pm, and i had a nice time chilling with my mom's friend and my mom and debbie. and even if i never got the backrub my mom's friend offered me at the beginning of the evening, she did take my amber bracelet to fix it, and i should have it on my wrist again sunday : ) now, if i could only get off my butt enough to find a way for my amethyst bracelet to be fixed, i'd be even gladder.
and damnit, i was breakfast, but i hate eating alone. i typically solve this by eating in front of the tube, but my parents don't have cable and get really shitty reception. moreover, my mom went to shul today so she can't warn me when my stepdad is heading home... so i promised her i'd be offline by 1:30, so if i go have breakfast now, i prolly won't be able to pop back on.
and i still don't know what i'm doing tonight, or if i'll be up to doing anything. options would be nice, though. in theory, if the coldorwhateveritis subsides, i'd love to go into the city. anyone, anyone, bueller?
nasal leakage got pretty bad last night, and i had a disticntly stuffed up nose & sore throat while sleeping.
now, i'm awake, throat feels a little better but the nose is still a problem. and my head feels heavy and i don't know if thats sinus-pressure or cold-symptom.
j0y.
feeling like this puts an odd spin on how isolated i feel here right now. on the one hand, i'm more acutely aware of it, and on the other hand, everything is a tad distant.
its funny how its all about perceptions, too... because i've recently woke up, haven't had breakfast yet and just feel shitty. if i had people out here i could hang out with, i still wouldn't be doing so at the moment. but the knowing would make me feel better then how i feel now.
dinner last night was odd, too. both sets of grandparents, great-aunt, stepdad's sister with hubby and kid and some close family friends.
the aforementioned kid doesn't like being outside his house or away from his parents. and he expresses that by screaming. loudly. he was screaming through prolly 40% of dinner, which really set me on edge and made me more sensitive to the general volume of the conversations then i would have been otherwise. i really felt like running out of the house on several occasions.
it finally settled down around 11pm, and i had a nice time chilling with my mom's friend and my mom and debbie. and even if i never got the backrub my mom's friend offered me at the beginning of the evening, she did take my amber bracelet to fix it, and i should have it on my wrist again sunday : ) now, if i could only get off my butt enough to find a way for my amethyst bracelet to be fixed, i'd be even gladder.
and damnit, i was breakfast, but i hate eating alone. i typically solve this by eating in front of the tube, but my parents don't have cable and get really shitty reception. moreover, my mom went to shul today so she can't warn me when my stepdad is heading home... so i promised her i'd be offline by 1:30, so if i go have breakfast now, i prolly won't be able to pop back on.
and i still don't know what i'm doing tonight, or if i'll be up to doing anything. options would be nice, though. in theory, if the coldorwhateveritis subsides, i'd love to go into the city. anyone, anyone, bueller?
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Date: 2002-09-07 11:26 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2002-09-07 03:12 pm (UTC)maybe i got it from you in the 5 minutes we've spent in the same room over the past few days??
; *
(wanna do dinner together at some point next week?)