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Sep. 16th, 2002 11:23 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
elvendolltoday is an odd morning.
i'm torn between really good memories of this weekend and dread for the stuff i have to do today. and none of it is huge... just the combination is anxiety-inducing, especially because i just don't feel like doing any of it.
i need to get in touch with ezpass and find out whats wrong with my ezpass thingy. i emailed them on Friday but haven't heard back.
i need to pay off parking and speeding tickets.
i need to go to the bank and the mall at lunch.
i need to order books for my class and start going through the course materials - i am way behind already.
i also need to figure out how much i can put towards credit card payments, but not being able to put the payments through until my check clears is annoying me right now.
i also forgot my book this weekend, which i feel like a dolt about. i want to finish it, damnit.
and i want to read fight club in the next two weeks - can anyone loan me a copy?
and i want to have my computer back and make better cd's for my car.
and i want to stop feeling passive aggressive about house stuff. it feels like a 'place i am living' vs. 'home' again, and that's really bothersome whenever i let myself feel it.
but... happy memories, right?
being by the fire Friday night, sitting on his lap and talking to him...
lazying around the place Saturday afternoon....
lots of memories from Saturday night - the way the fire and the folks around it looked... how magical the woods looked in the darkness (even if i didn't stay there)... trying to wander the labyrinth, and how much not finishing it symbolized to me. the way time slowed down Saturday night... mmm....
yesterday was a lazy day...
we got back fairly early, and i spend most of the time lazying around his house... sitting online, vegging and watching donnie darko. and still had a bitch of a time waking up early despite going to bed at a very reasonable hour.
other random stuff:
i was a dumbass last weekend and forgot the phone charger at my mom's house. this should make life interesting for a while.
i was really hoping to not be broke after the end of this month, but its looking less and less likely each minute. the little things just keep adding up, to the point where its getting really frustrating, especially as i was really hoping to have enough $$ to get my room decorated this month.
i need to figure out whats wrong with the light in my room.
moo.
i'm torn between really good memories of this weekend and dread for the stuff i have to do today. and none of it is huge... just the combination is anxiety-inducing, especially because i just don't feel like doing any of it.
i need to get in touch with ezpass and find out whats wrong with my ezpass thingy. i emailed them on Friday but haven't heard back.
i need to pay off parking and speeding tickets.
i need to go to the bank and the mall at lunch.
i need to order books for my class and start going through the course materials - i am way behind already.
i also need to figure out how much i can put towards credit card payments, but not being able to put the payments through until my check clears is annoying me right now.
i also forgot my book this weekend, which i feel like a dolt about. i want to finish it, damnit.
and i want to read fight club in the next two weeks - can anyone loan me a copy?
and i want to have my computer back and make better cd's for my car.
and i want to stop feeling passive aggressive about house stuff. it feels like a 'place i am living' vs. 'home' again, and that's really bothersome whenever i let myself feel it.
but... happy memories, right?
being by the fire Friday night, sitting on his lap and talking to him...
lazying around the place Saturday afternoon....
lots of memories from Saturday night - the way the fire and the folks around it looked... how magical the woods looked in the darkness (even if i didn't stay there)... trying to wander the labyrinth, and how much not finishing it symbolized to me. the way time slowed down Saturday night... mmm....
yesterday was a lazy day...
we got back fairly early, and i spend most of the time lazying around his house... sitting online, vegging and watching donnie darko. and still had a bitch of a time waking up early despite going to bed at a very reasonable hour.
other random stuff:
i was a dumbass last weekend and forgot the phone charger at my mom's house. this should make life interesting for a while.
i was really hoping to not be broke after the end of this month, but its looking less and less likely each minute. the little things just keep adding up, to the point where its getting really frustrating, especially as i was really hoping to have enough $$ to get my room decorated this month.
i need to figure out whats wrong with the light in my room.
moo.
